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Shadows on the Wall
02:27
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There’s nothing romantic in the dark
Save a candle, someone learning shadows on the wall
I wonder too, if living's something that I even want to do
When I look at the vast, vast, vast, vast land I have claimed
I kiss my family
I am ashamed
I say I love you
I am maimed
You speak your mind
Then you're afraid
One day ill be solid
but not today
not today
not today
not today
I don't want to have to feel good to feel good
Does anyone know what that mean
I feel alone when I'm surrounded
Togetherness suffocating
or is it me
or is it me
or is it
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2. |
Under his Eye
03:58
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Call me out
and watch me burn away
Call me out
and watch me burn away
All voices spoken
keep the dogs at bay
I pretend listen
I will not obey an man
Focused agenda
Ravaging your body
Seem to not include me
Fathers a good guy
There's a first for everything
And I believe in my mothers' twitching right hand
under his eye
Call me out
and watch me burn away
Call me out
and watch me burn away
Kerosene coated throat
best smile sweetly
One hand across her chest
and feel for slow breathing of fire
Focused agenda
Ravaging your body
Seem to not include your
fathers a good guy
There's a first for everything
And I believe in my mothers' twitching right hand
under his eye
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3. |
Worth the Weight
02:26
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Kick me I'm a live impale me
I can take it a little longer
Wished to have you as my whole life
Think before you speak for once
Point me in a way so I can't
Paint myself into the corner
It's been slowly death by 1,000 cuts
I feel as I've been alive my whole life
I don't have direction
Without who I'm supposed to be
I can't fill my own shadow
Wasting myself
And myself is not worth the weight of it all
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4. |
Little Acts
02:36
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With each word a white line
and crossing over the divide
with time I will learn from my mistakes
and be better for them
When we are horizontal it's quiet
like two bricks two sticks
I feel homely and unfulfilled
Little acts of control
I've got this
Chew you out if only for the motion
seemingly easier than I make it right
tell aloud about I'm here for something more
then take it all back just to save secure
Little acts of control
I've got this
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5. |
Leak
01:08
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You think I can make you sad
I thought you were stronger than that
Do you move for those your love
I mean physically not like a song
I feel better with you
I feel more like I'm supposed to
So maybe you are what I need
Or does this all just make me weak
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6. |
How I Thought By Now
02:24
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It's only really bothersome how I thought something good would've come by now
I want someone who tells me what to choose not what to do when the timings right
And makes me think that all the things I haven't done aren't worth to do
Its on a day like any day, I leave the house and feel my self cave in
Trying only matters if you do it right and its not often that I do
Trying only matters if you do it right and its not often that I do
It's only really bothersome how I thought something good would come
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7. |
High School Friends
04:21
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She's the one who
you would talk to when
something got you down
she would always
He would listen
without judgement
make a joke to help you
feel less like you do
when you do
When you reach him
he's busier than ever
but he puts in effort
to call you on your birthday
as if it hasn't been four years in between
You come home
feeling lost
There's no shame in calling up
them, you haven't talked in a while
but that's okay
high school friends never die
When you hear a name
like a thorn through
your finger gardening
I have to excuse myself
in public places
I should have called when I thought of you
I set it on the back burner of my mind
because we all have such busy lives
and that's okay
high school friends never die
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8. |
I Wish I Could Blame You
03:33
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I wish I could blame you,
blame your choices
take all that's puddled at the end of my spine
and throw it back to you
but when there's an accident
what can you do
and tomorrow comes
after yesterday
everyday
just the same
sometimes I think maybe it's a trick
that I'm not really here
that nothing exists
and the world doesn't
doesn't really spin
if I cry enough its just like swimming
and from salt to skin I couldn't tell the difference
and that's okay with me
I wish I could hate you,
hate your choices
but when there's an accident
what can you do
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9. |
The Bridge Freezes
01:54
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Why I always think the darkest thought
after I've told myself
I'm over it
over it
and the difference in a vein is when it bleeds
it slowly drips
slowly
like falling in a dream
it feels like hours
but it's just seconds
and haven't you heard we cant really touch
just the sensation of
atoms repelling
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10. |
Try to Understand
02:46
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I am alive and I don't know why
I wasn't raised with god so there are no questions
Now when it ends, it will just be whatever it is
You keep trying to understand
why you don't understand
There is enough room in hands for two
The open or the other, whichever is better
If it doesn't matter why do people worry
It will just be whatever it's always been
But you keep trying to understand
why you don't understand
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11. |
Sleep Before Me
02:29
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Sleep before me
and tell me
what you're thinking of
when you dream
what do you see
if it's not the same as me
I think we're having the same conversations
in different places
now that I'm happy I find it hard
to say what I want
sleep before me and
dream before me
and I lose mine in wishful thoughts
you always sleep before I do
dream before I do
and you can have it first
I'll wait patiently for my turn
you always sleep before I do
dream before I do and
you can have it all
I'll wait patiently waiting patiently waiting patiently waiting patiently waiting patiently waiting patiently waiting for my turn
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