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To End What Never Began

by IAMTHESHADOW

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    Tracklist:
    A01 To End What Never Began
    A02 Bleed Dry
    A03 This Vertigo
    A04 Pain Come Close
    A05 Changing Spaces
    B01 Seizing Emptiness
    B02 Hell Is Where Your Heart Is
    B03 All That You Might See
    B04 Next Belief
    B05 As The Infinite Drowns

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TAKE MY LOVE AND DROWN IT IN THE EMPTY DARK SKY HOLD MY BREATH EXPLODE ME FROM THE MEMORIES OF YOUR MIND A PLACE OF LOSS HAS FOUND ME A SLICE OF WHAT WAS LIGHT AND DROWNED IN FLAMES TO BLEED DRY THE TOMB OF MY MIND TOOK ME A LIFE TO BE HERE COST ME A LIFE TO STAY NEAR BUILT MY FATE AROUND THIS LOST AND EMPTY SIGHT AND DROWNED IN FLAMES TO BLEED DRY THE TOMB OF MY MIND TOOK ME A LIFE TO BE HERE COST ME A LIFE TO STAY NEAR
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This Vertigo 03:37
CEASED THE LIGHT INSIDE MY EYES WE HAVE LOST THE SENSE OF TIME HERE I AM FOR YOUR SURPRISE THIS VERTIGO I`M A GUEST IN MY OWN HOUSE IN A PLACE THAT CAN`T BE FOUND AND MY MIND JUST BURNS INSIDE THIS VERTIGO ALL THIS SHADE IS NOW MY LIFE ALL MY TRUTH MY ONLY LIGHT AND MY DREAM, MY SHATTERED SMILE THIS VERTIGO IN MY DEATH, I`M FEELING ALIVE AND MY MIND BURNS INSIDE
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WE SAW THE LIGHTS GONE OUT AND THE DAYS PASS BY I`M STUCK IN HERE, WITH YOU LOST THE CHANCE TO MOVE ON SEEING PAIN COME CLOSE I`M STUCK IN HERE, IN YOU HERE, WHERE YOUR LIFE BURNS IN THE COLD IN HERE, SEEING PAIN COME CLOSE SO NEAR NO REGRETS IS THE WAY TO COME CLEAN, SOMEDAY STUCK IN HERE, WITH YOU WORDS BLEED FROM YOUR MOUTH YOU SCREAM AND SHOUT I`M STUCK IN HERE, IN YOU ALL THIS DARK WANTS ME IN YOU FINDING THE RIGHT WORDS THE RIGHT TIME THE TRUTH SUPPOSE WE`RE MADE TO HOLD ON AS PAIN GETS STRONG I`M STUCK IN HERE IN ME, ALL THE VOICES GET COLD AS TIME GROWS OLD I´M STUCK IN HERE, IN ME HERE, WHERE YOUR LIFE BURNS IN THE COLD IN HERE SEEING PAIN COME CLOSE SO NEAR ALL THIS DARK WANTS ME IN YOU FINDING THE RIGHT WORDS THE RIGHT TIME THE TRUTH
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A CHANGE OF SPACE ACROSS THE VIOLENCE OF YOUR MIND A DEAD EMBRACE BETWEEN THE SILENCE AND THE LIGHT A LOSS OF TIME EMBRACING HOURS, FAKING LIFE DISHEARTENING FIGHT BETWEEN THE SILENCE AND YOUR LIFE A CHANGE OF SPACE WAKE ME FEED ME WITH LIFE DRAIN ME EMPTY MY MIND
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SAILING THE NIGHT BESIDE YOU IN THE ASHES OF YOUR SHAME MOURNING THE LOVE INSIDE YOU SIEZING EMPTINESS DISRUPTIVE LIFE THAT DROWNS YOU THE FLICK OF A DEAD FLAME MOURNING THE LOVE INSIDE YOU SIEZING EMPTINESS IMAGINED LIFE INSTEAD THE REAL MOVING END HERE SIEZING EMPTINESS INSIDE YOU
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ALL FADES AWAY INSIDE THIS DREAM OF PAIN THAT DRIES MY LIFE WHO CAN BLAME LIFE`S TRUTH AND THE FATE THAT TEARS ME APART THERE`S NO WAY TO DOUBT THIS HELL IS WHERE YOUR HEART IS ALL FADES AWAY INSIDE THIS HELL, WHERE YOUR HEART IS THERE`S NO WAY TO DOUBT THIS HELL IS WHERE YOUR HEART IS ALL FADES AWAY INSIDE THIS HELL, WHERE YOUR HEART IS
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BLIND TO MY FATE I WILL LEAD YOU THE WEIGHT ON YOUR BREATH WILL NOT DECEIVE ME TIME WILL NOW DECIDE HOW DEEP IN YOU IS EMPTINESS ALWAYS LOST AND FOUND LOVELESS THERE`S NO WAY FOR YOU AT ALL THERE`S NO SIGHT IN YOU AT ALL FORGED TO YOUR NEEDS ALL YOU SEE IS NOTHINGNESS A BLIND, TAMED TO LIVE LOVELESS THERE`S NO WAY FOR YOU AT ALL THERE`S NO SIGHT IN YOU AT ALL
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Next Belief 04:17
BELIEFS GROW OLD AND DESPAIR FOUND YOU NO MORE TO BELIEVE SO MUCH WASTED ARE YOU LOST IN A DREAM HAVE YOU BLEED WASTED ARE YOU DEAD BROUGHT TO LIFE ALL IN VAIN SILENCE BELIEVE WHAT YOU SEE FACE IT, USE IT CAN`T SEE THE NEED USELESS, SHAMELESS ALL THE NOISE AROUND YOU THERE`S NO WAY TO END THIS ARE YOU LOST IN A DREAM HAVE YOU BLEED WASTED ARE YOU DEAD BROUGHT TO LIFE ALL IN VAIN SILENCE BELIEVE WHAT YOU SEE FACE IT, USE IT CAN`T SEE THE NEED USELESS, SHAMELESS
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TIES TO EMPTY LIFES WILL NEVER BREAK YOU THORNS AND EMPTY MINDS WILL NEVER CHANGE YOU INSIGHT SIGNS OF YOUR DEMISE WILL NEVER BREAK YOU BREAK ME LOST THE WILL TO TRY YOU`LL NEVER CHANGE ME GIVE ME INSIGHT TO FACE THE NEW TIME TO DECIDE WHERE IS THE TRUTH GUESS WHAT`S IN YOUR MIND WILL NEVER BREAK YOU OR BREAK ME THORNS AND EMPTY MINDS WILL NEVER CHANGE ME GIVE ME INSIGHT TO FACE THE NEW TIME TO DECIDE WHERE IS THE TRUTH
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A New World 04:17
A BROKEN GLASS OF LOVE THAT CUTS SO DEEP A SECOND TOUCH SO COLD THAT BURNS YOUR SKIN I REALIZED YOUR WORDS CRAWL LIKE WORMS YOUR TONGUE IN SILENCE MAKE ME A NEW WORLD A BROKEN GLASS OF LOVE THAT CUTS SO DEEP SO EASE YOUR SILENCE MAKE BELIEVE I REALIZED YOUR WORDS CRAWL LIKE WORMS YOUR TONGUE IN SILENCE MAKE ME A NEW WORLD
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HEAVILY DROPS OF LIGHT YOUR VOICE, STILL FALLS INSIDE WHO ARE YOU NOW THAT I`M GONE? CURSED TO MOVE ON TO BURN AS DARKNESS FELL YOUR VOICE, STILL FALLS INSIDE WHO ARE YOU NOW THAT I`M GONE? AND MY EYES GROW PALE AND THE SKIES GROW RED AS THE INFINITE DROWNS INFAMOUS DARK

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A paradox so cold and dark, so sweet and hopeful like life, so sad and lonely and so pure and beautiful as a vertigo, seizing emptiness when hell is where your heart is, as the infinite drowns.

“To End What Never Began”
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IAMTHESHADOW are

Pedro Code - Voices, Synths, Guitars & Programming
Vitor J. Moreira – Synths

All songs produced, mixed and mastered by Pedro Code
Artwork by Yvonne Kiel

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released October 18, 2024

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IAMTHESHADOW Lisbon, Portugal

Iamtheshadow is a musical project that began in 2015 by the Portuguese musician Pedro Code (The Dream Collision and Rainy Days Factory). The artistic influences of Iamtheshadow are varied and navigate the blackest and sharpest sounds of the 80s. Iamtheshadow is modern dark romance, where melody and words touch deeply perpetuating the desire that crosses and overcomes fear . ... more

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