1. |
Can't Forgive Myself
04:04
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Can't forgive my...
Can't forgive my...
How can you stand yourself
How can you
When I buy the lies you sell
Does it see you through
Don't fool don't fool don't fool yourself
You just repeat what someone said
Don't fool don't fool don't fool yourself
There's only one regret
Can't forgive my...
Can't forgive my...
How could I have been so blind
Such a hypocrite
I messed up the wrong the right
You're so full of it
Don't fool don't fool don't fool yourself
You've lost your chance to overtake
Don't fool don't fool don't fool yourself
There's only one mistake
Take take take take
Can't forgive myself
Can't forgive myself
Can't forgive myself
Can't forgive myself
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2. |
I Had A Dream
03:33
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I had a friend
His name was solitude
He could understand me
Better than anyone could
That link was broken
Too many people inside my head
They never stop talking
Maybe they'll stop only when I'm dead
I had a dream
But time has taken its toll
So it would seem
The stone was bound to fall
I kissed goodbye
Too so many beautiful dreams
And the night's crawling by
And the voices turn into screams
I had a fire
A fire that burnt through my chest
It burnt my desires
Isn't a brilliant jest
So are they just mocking me
Them good merry people inside my head
That never stop talking
And probably won't even when I'm dead
I had a dream
I had a dream
I had a dream
I had a
Dream
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3. |
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Am I a broken toy if I just can't find
The right way the right way
Everyone around me is color blind
Do I go do I stay
Maybe it'll never be the same
Maybe I'll never see that day
But I'll make it happy
Maybe it'll be divine
Maybe I'll never see the light
But I'll make it happy
Am I a broken toy if I just don't see
The red light the stop line
What is wrong with me if I can't fit in
With my tribe with my kind
Maybe it'll never be the same
Maybe I'll never see that day
But I'll make it happy
Maybe it'll be divine
Maybe I'll never see the light
But I'll make it happy
Happy day
Happy day
Am I a broken toy if I just can't find
The right way the right way
Am I broken toy if I can't go blind
It's my way it's my way
Am I a broken toy
Happy day
Happy day...
I'm losing my ground
I'm losing my ground
Am I a broken toy
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4. |
Another Day
03:44
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I wish I were as strong as once I thought I was
I wish I could allow myself to take a pause
To touch the ground and bounce up
And take your hand and find the words to cheer you up
But every night
I'm searching in my mind
For something I can say
To live another day
And every day
I'm running out of lines
I just pretend I'm fine
And what I do
I'm lying to you
And I'm lying to myself
There's nothing I can do
There's nothing to be said
And I'm lying to you
And I'm lying to myself
Cause if we don't believe
Then we're already dead
And I'm lying to myself
I'm lying to you
I'm lying to myself
I'm lying to you
I wish I could erase it all and start anew
Adjust the angle for a better point of you
And break the spell breath in the air
And look into your eyes and see that you're not scared
But every night
I'm searching in my mind
For something I can say
To live another day
And every day
I'm running out of lines
I just pretend I'm fine
And what I do
I'm lying to you
And I'm lying to myself
There's nothing I can do
There's nothing to be said
And I'm lying to you
And I'm lying to myself
Cause if we don't believe
Then we're already dead
And I'm lying to myself
I'm lying to you
I'm lying to myself
I'm lying to you
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5. |
Furnace
03:23
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Some things stay
Some are easily forgotten
But when it comes to pain
It's always new, it's always bright
And when the new waves rise
It takes me by surprise
But after all those years
Why do I even bother
In the chamber of my mind
I try in vain to cut the binds
In the furnace of my soul
I burn my hopes like black coal
In the oven of my heart
I hope to turn my pain to art
But in the end when I'm alone
I wonder why I'm cold as stone
Some say time heals
I find it hard to believe
Cause when it comes to pain
There's always a new trick up its sleeve
And when the new waves rise
It takes me by surprise
But after all that pain
How do I even feel it
In the chamber of my mind
I try in vain to cut the binds
In the furnace of my soul
I burn my hopes like black coal
In the oven of my heart
I hope to turn my pain to art
But in the end when I'm alone
I wonder why I'm cold as stone
In the chamber of my mind
I try in vain to cut the binds
In the furnace of my soul
I burn my hopes like black coal
In the oven of my heart
I hope to turn my pain to art
But in the end when I'm alone
I wonder why I'm cold as stone
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6. |
Cool
03:54
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I see right through you
You got no clue
You think you play me
While I play you
Inside you're rotten
Don't waste your time, yeah
Rules, yeah, you got 'em
Not me cause I'm I'm
Tired of your bogus exultations
Sick of your caustic implications
I see that baby you've got patience, but
I'd rather drop this conversation
Cause I know you're
Cool, Cool, I I I know you're
Cool, Cool, I I I know you're
Cool, Cool, I I I know you're
Cool, Cool, I I I I know you're
I see right through you
I'm not a fool
You're always guessing
You're always cool
Your nerve is iron
Your poise sublime
But here's the irony
You've missed that I'm I'm
Cause I know you're
Cool, Cool, I I I know you're
Cool, Cool, I I I know you're
Cool, Cool, I I I know you're
Cool, Cool, I I I I know you're
Cool
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7. |
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Out of side and out of mind
All those years I left behind
One more try to get it right
It's getting harder harder harder
Push the pedal to the floor
Make me cry and beg for more
Words mean nothing anymore Just push it harder harder harder
Cause all I want is get away
Rip it hard drive me fast
All the way
All the way
All the way
Cause all I want is get away
Rip it hard drive me fast
All the way
All the way
All the way
Cause all I want is get away
Get away get away get away
Cause all I want is get away
Get away get away get away
There's a chance we gotta take it
Time won't last another second
I can't wait I can't wait no
It hits me harder harder harder
Push the pedal to the floor
Make me cry and beg for more
Words mean nothing anymore
Just push it harder harder harder
Cause all I want is get away
Rip it hard drive me fast
All the way
All the way
All the way
Cause all I want is get away
Rip it hard drive me fast
All the way
All the way
All the way
Cause all I want is get away
Rip it hard drive me fast
All the way
All the way
All the way
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8. |
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I'm closing the door
I'm facing myself
I'm closing myself
I'm facing the wall
I'm waiting inside
I'm biding my time
I'm leaving behind
What burdens my mind
Farewell
Farewell
Farewell
Do you hear me
Are you just hiding inside
Do you hear me ahh
Are you just hiding are you just hiding
Do you hear me
Are you just hiding inside
Do you hear me ahh
Are you just hiding are you just hiding
I'm closing the door
I'm facing myself
I'm closing myself
I'm facing the wall
Do you hear me
Are you just hiding inside
Do you hear me ahh
Are you just hiding are you just hiding
Do you hear me
Are you just hiding inside
Do you hear me ahh
Are you just hiding are you just hiding
Do you hear me (farewell)
Are you just hiding inside
Do you hear me ahh (farewell)
Are you just hiding are you just hiding
Do you hear me (farewell)
Are you just hiding inside
Do you hear me ahh (farewell)
Are you just hiding are you just hiding
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9. |
Made Of Air
04:44
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The roads are frozen
But I've gone too far
I can see with my eyes closed
What they are
I can hear them calling
I can feel their touch
I'm fading slowly
Did I ask too much
But my heart ain't broken
And my dream ain't lost
I have got my body
I am not a ghost
But then why does it feel
Like I'm made of air
Like nobody sees me
Like I'm not even there
But my heart ain't broken
And my dream ain't lost
I have got my body
I am not a ghost
But then why does it feel
Like I'm made of air
Like nobody sees me
Like I'm not even there
My heart's still beating
But my mind goes amiss
And the voices whisper
From the dark abyss
I must fight temptation
But I'm giving in
To disintegration
To the void within
But my heart ain't broken
And my dream ain't lost
I have got my body
I am not a ghost
But then why does it feel
Like I'm made of air
Like nobody sees me
Like I'm not even there
But my heart ain't broken
And my dream ain't lost
I have got my body
I am not a ghost
But then why does it feel
Like I'm made of air
Like nobody sees me
Like I'm not even there
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10. |
Ocean's Breath
04:09
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Today we breathe
Today we choose
To live, to love
To fight
Against the whole world
Against the whole world
Isn't beautiful
My...
Do you see this chaos
Do you taste the menace
This is what we're made of
Keep breathing
Keep breathing
We can win this fight
We can win this fight
The ocean surrounds us
The last ray of light
Ocean
Hey, hey
Ain't gonna tell you how I'm tired no
There goes my smile
It's always there
For anybody but myself
But myself
But myself...
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11. |
Common Decency
04:47
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Six weeks passed I care for no one
Everyone who knows me knows it
Yesterday I couldn't sleep
Today I can't wake up
I can't recall the smell of roses
Everyone who knows me knows it
I'm in the quicksand way too deep
It never seems to stop
Six years passed I still need no one
Everyone who knows me knows it
I don't even ask myself anymore
What I'm living for
Yeah, I'm not sure there is a meaning
I guess I should stop dreaming
There is no one out there
Behind that door
Common decency
Keeps me company
But she's a fickle friend to ask too much
And what of memory
My only enemy
Because of her alone I'm losing touch
Common decency
Keeps me company
But she's a fickle friend to ask too much
And what of memory
My only enemy
Because of her alone I'm losing touch
I won't give in
I won't give in
I won't give in
I'm giving in
I won't give in
I won't give in
I won't give in
I'm giving in
I'm giving in
I'm giving in
I'm giving in
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12. |
My Blues
04:30
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My blues
Beyond my control
Yeah, them blues
Beyond my control
They will watch me drown
In the sea of moonlight
Yeah, they watch me drown
In the sea of moonlight
Never give up
They say
Never give up
They pray
Never give up
They say
Never give up
Never give up
Never give up
They say
Never give up
They pray
Never give up
They say
Never give up
Never give up
This silence tortures me
These walls smother me
They look they grin
Without within
This silence tortures me
These walls smother me
They laugh they sweat
What's that?.
They say give up
Oh, no, they don't
They say
Something else
Never give up
They say
Never give up
They pray
Never give up
They say
Never give up
Never give up
Never give up
They say
Never give up
They pray
Never give up
They say
Never give up
Never give up
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13. |
Sick To The Bone
06:18
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Never have I ever felt so
Sick to the bone, sick to the bone
Never have I ever felt so
Sick to the bone, sick to the bone
I see paradise in my wicked dreams
I open my eyes and I can't take it in
I see paradise in my wicked dreams
I open my eyes and I can't take it in
I'm falling
I'm falling
I'm falling
I'm falling
I'm falling down
Into the darkest night
And when I touch the ground
Will you be by my side
Have I lost my last chance
A-a-a-a
When words stop making sense
Will you still follow me
If this is our last chance
Let's hold our hands
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