2014-6

Issue No. 698

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Alcohol, Sugar & Drugs in America—2

History of Ergot—3
The External World is a Reflection--3
Channeling with Buddha—4
Sex & Spirituality—6
Mom Disturbs Son with Sound Effects—7
Black Stone of Kabaa—8
ET Forces Related to Mecca—9
Us VS Them—10
Misconceptions about The Bible and The Koran—11
Where Do Our Thoughts Come From?—11
Do We Inherit Anxiety and Depression?—13
Meditations on The Emperor—15

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CAC General Reading- Paul Shockley Interpreter, Avaton & Vikki This Awareness indicates that information of this
Questioners & Energizers type is not suitable for history, and the teaching of
GETTING HISTORY STRAIGHT young minds; therefore, the writers give more noble
motives such as greed, or desire for wealth or ambition
Alcohol, Sugar & Drugs are Tearing Apart as the motivating factors for these warmongers.
Our Nation
AMERICA'S "CHRISTENING"
This Awareness indicates that at the present time,
the use of alcohol and sugar, and also the use of drugs,
as being the greatest forces in tearing apart the nation. Columbus landed on the West Indies island of San
These are generally the causes for the greater internal Salvador. He raised the Spanish flag stating, “I claim
turbulence of crime and loss and tragedies. this land and all the dope thereon for Isabella and
This Awareness indicates that likewise, the war in Ferdinand of Spain.”
Vietnam was largely a war over drugs—this basically This Awareness indicates that in these earlier times,
as drugs and rubber. The control of these substances as kings and queens and entities of great royalty had no
having triggered the motives and economic interests television, no movies, no sports to watch, had no arena
that began the movements that led to and sustained this in which to watch Christians being fed to lions,
war. therefore, for their entertainment, they would seek
This Awareness indicates that politicians often have certain exotic food, drink or activities, and drugs from
a way of finding words that make the actions appear to India and gems and jewels and precious cloth from
be noble, when in fact the actions are purely economic foreign lands...these were their simple joys.
or for some less than noble purpose. This Awareness indicates that it is not so
unreasonable to assume or to realize that kings and
queens and royalty would be interested in maintaining
The Real Reason For Columbus’s Voyages a route, or finding a new route to those areas whereby
these things could be retrieved.
This Awareness indicates that whereas Columbus
This Awareness indicates that the Queen sending discovered instead the West Indies, another voyage in
Columbus on his voyage, seeking to go around the that direction eventually brought back gold, and in
earth to prove the earth being round; this action was time tobacco, which served as a substitute for some of
intended to send Columbus to the East Indies in order those herbs which were more difficult to obtain from
to find hemp or marijuana. This Awareness indicates other sources.
that little did the Queen know that there was a
continent and two oceans between Spain and India
Drugs Have Played a Role Throughout History
when sailing westward. This was an effort to receive
her substance while there was the inability to cross
through the old routes, due to those forces that were This Awareness indicates that the witches in
hostile to the Spaniards, preventing them from England and in Europe often also were in demand as
traveling to India across the Middle East. herbalists; these entities as capable of producing
This Awareness indicates that there were many certain altered states through the use of herbs and
events in history that were reported in ways that sound mixtures of herbs such as belladonna. This Awareness
much more noble than in their realities. This indicates that small amounts of poison, and certain
Awareness indicates this does not diminish the events, herbal mixtures for an antidote, could be brought
and many great accomplishments and discoveries have together to give entities visions and hallucinations,
occurred, even though the motives of the explorers which were often mistaken for mystic experiences.
might have been less than noble. This Awareness indicates that the witches’ brew in
Macbeth as that which allowed this entity to see what
QUESTIONER: he presumed to be the future. This Awareness
What did the Queen do with that hemp? Was it made indicates that while this is a fictional story, it was
into rope, as I was told as a little shaver in school, or nevertheless based upon Shakespeare’s knowledge of
did they smoke it in those days? the activities of the witches of his time. This
Awareness indicates that not all of the visions and
COSMIC AWARENESS: hallucinations experienced were induced by these
This Awareness indicates that this as having been substances.
for personal indulgence among those of the palace. This Awareness indicates that Joan of Arc, hearing
The use of marijuana, although at that time it was voices—this entity had a particular physical
called hemp, which essentially is the female hemp deficiency, and was being guided by spirits. This
plant—this was used as a special treat by royalty. Awareness indicates that many of the Biblical entities
This Awareness indicates this information is not the also used certain herbs and substances that allowed for
type of information that would be printed up in history the alteration of consciousness.
books, just as the wars with the British in China, This Awareness indicates that the combination of
known as the Opium wars, would not reveal that an myrrh and frankincense, which was brought to the
empire would be subdued, an empire would be entity Jesus also had certain slight properties in
established based upon the value and commodity of altering consciousness. This Awareness indicates also
opium. the Greek Oracle of Delphi as having the alteration of
consciousness due to the carbon dioxide gas which
emerged from the pit in the cave in which this Oracle
resided at Delphi.
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THE HISTORY OF ERGOT properties of ergot more than one thousand years ago.
This Awareness indicates this appears to be
approximately 1500 years ago for the St. John Cross of
DID QUEEN MARIE ANTOINETTE GET A BUM Jerusalem Order.
RAP BY HISTORIANS? This Awareness indicates that prior to this, those
entities in that Order known as the Mysteries of the
Eleusinian Order—this was a secret organization that
QUESTIONER: has long been a mystery, these entities also as having
used ergot. This Awareness indicates that this
For most of our lives the phrase “Let them eat substance as having been used by the Knights
cake”, attributed to Queen Marie Antoinette of 18th Templar, and through certain secret occult
century France, has been used as a symbol of the hard- organizations throughout history, this including Adam
heartedness of those who have, when they regard those Weishaupt’s Illuminati and the Masonic Order
who have naught. operating under this entity.
Well, It turns out that the Queen may have gotten a This Awareness indicates that it was through these
bum rap from history. In a paper prepared for the forces that the substance was used during the French
American Medical Association, Mary Matossian, an Revolution. This Awareness indicates that basically,
associate professor of history at the University of the Masonic Order had much to do with the French
Maryland, recently expanded on her idea that ergot, a Revolution. This, along with the ergot, as having
fungus which infects rye grain, has played an caused consciousness to undergo great changes,
important role in history. whereby these entities were influenced in this manner.
Last summer she proposed that the convulsions, This Awareness indicates that essentially, ergot as
hallucinations and visions that led to the Salem witch having similar properties, (although of a somewhat
trials in Massachusetts in 1692 resulted from the more dangerous degree) to that known as LSD.
population eating rye bread made from infected grain. Lysergic Acid is associated with ergot; this as a
Ergot produces a hallucinogenic, potentially fatal, derivative. This substance in its raw form of ergot as
drug. having been used by the Hashashin as a substance to
control and alter the minds of entities who were
Professor Matossian also suggests that ergot- kidnapped, and brought to the Hashashin to be used
infected rye bread caused the “great awakening in and turned into an assassin for them. This Awareness
Southern New England in 1741, held down the indicates, that this and other substances, including the
birthrate in much of Europe during the 18th Century, substance known as hash, whose name comes from
and, in the paper referred to, caused the “Great Fear” Hashashin.
which swept across France, creating popular support
for the French Revolution In 1789. She believes that DID LEAD IN WINE JUGS BRING DOWN
ergot is responsible for many of the bizarre incidents
involving whole populations. THE ROMAN EMPIRE?
The fungus develops in rye grain during cold, damp QUESTIONER:
summers. When the grain is made into flour, the In this article just read, is there any truth to the
hallucinogenic ergot is distributed to those who eat rye statement: “Lead in wine jars brought down the
bread. Which leads us to Marie Antoinette, who has Roman Empire?”
gone down in history as a lame-brained elitist who lost
her bubblehead to the guillotine. COSMIC AWARENESS:
She was told that fear and hunger were causing This Awareness indicates this as having had some
riots among the commoners, If Professor Matossian is effect on entities in weakening them. That it does not
correct, they had been eating rye bread infected with appear to have been the major cause of the decline of
ergot, causing them to see all sorts of scary visions. Rome.
“Let them eat cake”, is the way history has recorded
her comment. But eating “de gateau” at that time
didn’t mean cake, but bread made of refined wheat CAC General Reading April 3, 2014, Will Berlinghof Interpreter;
Zoey Zen Questioner and Energizer
flour, which would have restored their sanity.
Instead of a party-loving bubblehead, the queen THE EXTERNAL WORLD IS A
could have been an expert diagnostician and
nutritionist, from whose loss France has suffered ever REFLECTION OF THE INTERNAL ONE
since. If lead in wine jars brought down the Roman QUESTIONER:
Empire, as some have alleged, and a fungus in grain Does Awareness have an opening message?
brought the blood bath of the French Revolution,
perhaps it would benefit us all to pay less attention to COSMIC AWARENESS:
what the politicians in office do, and more to what the
cook puts on the table." This Awareness would say that these times are a
Would Awareness please comment on that difficult period for many. Change has begun—the
information? change from one reality and the adherence to that
reality, to a new reality, an unknown quantity of
COSMIC AWARENESS: reality. In this new quantity of reality, what has been
long awaited is beginning to manifest, but for this to
This Awareness indicates that this information is be fully realized there are of course many challenges
correct essentially in its entirety. This Awareness along the way, both on an individual level as well as
indicates that ergot has been used down through the on a collective level of humanity itself.
ages from the time of Egypt. This Awareness indicates Many may be troubled by some of the events that
that the Sovereign Order of St. John Cross of have recently taken place.
Jerusalem and the Knights of Malta discovered the
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This Awareness would remind you that all is thought, an impression, or a conceptualization of the
illusionary and even though one may put great bright new future that is dawning.
emphasis and onus on the external, it is always the This Awareness is complete with its opening
internal that is of greater importance, especially during statement. Please proceed with the questions.
these times of change. Therefore, despite what may be
playing itself out in the external world, that which ABOUT THE BOOK
many take to be the reality, it is to be remembered
always that while change is happening around oneself, CHANNELING WITH BUDDHA
it is the internal change that is of greater importance. QUESTIONER:
Therefore, during these troubled times, these
challenging times, do not put your focus and belief The next question is from GL. He refers to a book,
entirely on the external reality that is playing itself out. Channeling With Buddha by Corinne Urakawa. He
Remember that the external is an expression of that wants to know if this book is genuine. He has seen the
which is based on one’s internal beliefs and Awareness warning that the CIA might be behind
suppositions. Because this is so, this Awareness would some of the channelings, which could provide the
ask all to focus on their own internal beliefs and readers false information. So he wants to know if this
understandings. book’s information if genuine, by channeling the
Buddha energy for Itself.
While the changes may put one into a state of fear
and apprehension and anxiety, it is to be remembered Specifically, the Buddha, in this book, repeatedly
that if one manages to find peace and calm within, wants readers to focus on the positive instead of on the
their own personal experience of the external reality suffering, so that the reader can live more positively
they find themselves in will be positively influenced and forget the negative. But I also see this Awareness
so that despite all changes that are happening, one is mentioned that some people would like to experience
able to surf the waves of changes that are underway. the negative and suffering more to gain their life
experiences for their soul plan.
It is to be remembered that the third dimensional
reality is not yet at a point of instant manifestation. Could Awareness comment on the message just
This means that even though the external events seem mentioned by Buddha, whether it is a universal truth,
so concrete, so real and so resistant to change, that or could be subject to further discernment by the
change still is underway and the results of these reader, to further their own unique soul plan? Thank
changes, although perhaps not immediately available, you.
are still forthcoming. COSMIC AWARENESS:
Hold within oneself that the changes are part of a It is the latter statement presented here that this
grander plan, a plan that involves not only you, the Awareness would start with: the matter of
individual, but the collective as well. It is a most discernment. It is indeed the case here, and in other
powerful sea of change that all are swimming in at this readings, other prophets, other voices that come
time, and staying calm, focused and centered will help forward at this time—to be discerning to these ones. It
one to swim these oceans of change that humanity and is only through discernment, through neutrality, and
even Mother Earth herself are currently swimming in. through asking questions, that one can extract from
At this time, the beginning times of the changes any work the relevant bits that may be contained
that are now underway to have effect on the mindset of within the work and to take them and use them.
the human collective, one needs to understand that all Discernment would also ensure the dropping of
begins within oneself, and as one observes the changes those statements, those projections that are meant to
that are occurring in the external, one must stay calm, focus the mind on negativity. This Awareness agrees
focused and attentive, but not to the degree that one that it is important to stay focused in a most positive
gives away one’s power by believing that the external way, despite events of a negative nature occurring
is that which has greater precedence than the internal around one. It is of course part of a known reality that
and personal. the Elite come from wherein they know that if they
Work on your own being. Let go of your fears by can keep the people dumbed down and ignorant, keep
facing them, working through them, and holding that them in a negative fearful state, that they can
all will be well, for all will be well. This is seen by this manipulate and control them, using fear as the stick
Awareness. There are many timelines that lead to the that will prod society into the type of reaction those in
new Planet A/B, the new Mother Earth, the new control wish.
collective of humanity, but to reach these places of In this situation, it is imperative to see this and
change that have manifested, one must still go through recognize this as being so, but it is even more
the change that is happening, the change that is important to stay positive, stay hopeful, stay in a state
underway. of mind and emotion that allows one to see the
It can be a most difficult journey if one stays unfolding of the events around them and not be drawn
focused in the external and believes in those who are into them. Being drawn into the negative fearful state
the deceivers, or it can be a relatively easy passage to is truly the objective of those in power in their bid to
the new reality that is forming and is underway. It is maintain control and to misdirect.
always a matter of choice as to how you make the Indeed, there are many now who claim to be
journey: in ease and comfort, or in turmoil and channeling Higher Beings, who claim to be channeling
anxiety. Ascended Masters or extraterrestrial beings and
At this time, this Awareness simply wishes to collectives. Much of this is actually manipulated and
remind all that the changes so long awaited and controlled by those agencies within the secret
anticipated are now underway, and it is now the government, but it must also be remembered that the
personal responsibility of each and every individual to way these ones work is to present certain truths in
allow the changes, to flow with the transformation that order to hook individuals.
is underway, and to always maintain an image, a When one is hooked upon a truth it is easy then to
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misguide, to slip in falsehood, lies and deception, for if This Awareness would therefore state that it must be
one holds that this or that source is authentic because it recognized that one comes to a certain point in one’s
has spoken a truth, then it is easier to accept that spiritual evolution that is right for the individual, and
everything spoken by that channeled source is equally if it is right for the individual to accept half truths, for
the truth, and this is a dangerous assumption. This is it is part of their journey still to go further and deeper
why one must be discerning with the information that along that evolutionary path of soul development, and
is received, the information that is read and taken in. what is essential to this is that they deny the truth, do
This particular book has much wisdom contained not question and are not discerning, then this is simply
within it, and if one is open to the wisdom but a reflection of where they are.
intolerant to that which is deception, then one can still For those who are further along the path, it is not
derive much merit from the reading of this book, or that there is superiority, it is not that they are better
any other book or source that speaks of such matters. It than those who deny and do not question, it is simply
is when commands are put forward that one must act where they are, where their soul‘s expression and
irresponsibly or negatively or in a way that could harm manifestation is at that time. This means that there are
one or others, one must understand, “Here is the con! different levels of need for the human experience.
Here is the deception!” Some have the need to experience a reality where they
Equally, when the source of information insists that are enslaved and victims.
one follows what is said and one does not believe There are many who are waking up from this, and
others, for they and they alone have the truth, the there are those who have totally understood this and
whole truth, and nothing but the truth, and all others accepted this and are at a place of higher awareness of
are wrong and should be disregarded and even such matters, but even there, even those who are
destroyed, as some more extreme philosophies would deeply committed to Spirit and to the Light are at the
state—then the true danger is apparent. level they individually need to be at, and that is the
Most of these sources, most of this channeling is of level of their own individual spiritual evolution.
a very subtle nature, and it is sometimes hard to be It is not that this Awareness is saying those who are
able to see the truth of the matter, to take the wisdom, lower in their spiritual understanding are of lesser
but to leave the dross, and one chomps down on the importance. It is not that this Awareness is saying that
bait, hook line and sinker. In this case, this Awareness those who are higher are superior. It is simply that all
would say that it is not quite what the channel are where they need to be. All will come to a point
perceives it to be in her own reception and receiving of where they will be pushed to break through the
the information, yet this Awareness would say of this envelope. Many do not break through but retract or
particular book that there is of course much wisdom stay at that level, but for those who do break through
within. their own beliefs and suppositions of reality, these
Take this wisdom and disregard the dross. Do so in ones do take it to the next level, for they are able to
all other situations, including the situation of the mass walk in more rarified air, and more stratified levels of
media and what it reports. This Awareness has said consciousness.
many times, even of Itself, that one is to question, to If you are one who has reached a point of
hold that which has resonance, which has a feeling of breakthrough, then understand that even though this
rightness to it, but to release and let go of that which might take you into greater understanding and
does not create such a feeling, and which somehow awareness, you will still only be where you need to be.
may cause one to be uncomfortable. It is in accordance to your own spiritual plan and
This is part of that which this Awareness has design.
described as the detector within that allows one to Those who do not see this and do not understand
sense matters, to respond from that level of gut instinct this are nonetheless still where they need to be in their
and intuition. Even the teachings and information of spiritual evolution. An understanding and level of
this Awareness does not suit all, for not all are ready to awareness of this will reduce the level of frustration
hear the truth at such a level and many are not willing that many feel when they have perceived the higher
to question at all and blindly accept all that they are truths and cannot comprehend or understand why
given, especially in terms of mass media reporting. others, even their closest friends and families do not
Herein lies the matter of those souls that are here not see what they, the individual has seen.
to experience Ascension, not to reach enlightenment or It is important to understand that each entity is at
even to put themselves on the path toward their own level. Each has reached their own point of
understanding and enlightenment. The soul has many consciousness in this physical reality. What now exists
reasons for projecting itself into physical reality and is the opportunity for many to break out of the box that
for some it may well be that their soul’s need is to has for so long contained humanity and to create a new
have experiences of deception wherein an individual level of the physical experience, of the human
accepted the deception without question, was not in a experience, but not all have reached this point.
position whereby they were willing to question or to For those who are still stuck in old mindsets, a
be discerning. tolerance is needed, an acceptance is needed, an
Upon the conclusion of this individual’s life and understanding is needed by those who are pushing
their return back into the soul, back to Spirit, there will their boundaries, and who are opening to new levels of
be a recognition of the experience of the lifetime, but reality and their new levels of conscious awareness.
during the life, the recognition is absent for the onus This Awareness is complete in the answering of this
and emphasis is on experience and the experiencing of question.
the situation, even if it is an experience of separation
from Spirit, a situation where one puts one’s powers
into the hands of the controllers and manipulators and
does not stand up, does not resist, does not deny the
ones who are in control.
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SEX AND SPIRITUALITY intercourse through intimate bonding, that it is not of a
nature that the male comes as an empty vessel that is
filled by the feminine and carried along by the
feminine.
QUESTIONER:
The traditional understanding is that the female is
Thank you Awareness. The next question comes the vessel to receive the energies and gifts of the
from JDB. His question is, “I have read that an Indian masculine, and that the masculine is then supported
spiritual teacher said that a sexual relationship between and contained by the vessel of the feminine, and it is
a man and a woman establishes a link or bond that why in that moment of sexual union and intimacy,
remains for months, and across this kind of link, the there is a feeling of wholeness and expansion.
man is being fed spiritually by the woman. This is This can be achieved in a solitary way as well. A
because the woman can get access to spiritual realities male can connect with the feminine within, the vessel
or energies in a natural way that is out of the reach of within, and the female equally can connect with the
the average man.” masculine within, that which gives her an expansion
Would Awareness please comment on this? and power. The truth here is that humanity itself is
approaching this new awareness—this new
COSMIC AWARENESS: understanding that makes each individual responsible
This Awareness would say, this is indeed a for himself or herself and therefore they do not then
document that needs discernment and that needs to be seek in another their answer and their completion.
looked at closely, for it is feeding on certain The philosophy contained in this book, this
perceptions of human sexuality that many are drawn to presentation would not allow this. In fact it curtails
and many hold, but it is a most limiting concept that is even the examination of this discovery of the blended
being expressed here, and one that can lead to male/female with the opposite that is within
enslavement, one that denies the male capacity for themselves. It curtails the expansion in consciousness
self-awareness and self-realization. that each might achieve in the investigation of their
This Awareness would say that the human individuality and wholeness, their spiritual wholeness
experience of the bonding of the male and female that as well.
is achieved through sex and sexuality is of a very This Awareness therefore, cannot support the
strong nature, a primordial state indeed, but it is much, premises of this book, for it is a much more complex
much deeper and much more powerful than what is matter, and while it is possible through sex and sexual
perceived by most. Most think that it takes their intercourse to reach heights that cannot normally be
opposite gender to find completion, and as a male, one reached on one’s own in terms of sexual satisfaction, it
needs a female to become whole. It is a basis of does not mean that one cannot reach heights within
society that wholeness is achieved only when this oneself of spiritual awareness, spiritual integration of
bonding occurs; when the male and the female join the masculine and the feminine. Respect and honor the
together in sex. opposite gender. Accept and honor that one is
This of course is in reference to intercourse. There complete, one is whole.
are those who hold that only intercourse is sex. This is When one understands this concept, when one takes
incorrect. This is a side issue that this Awareness will responsibility for oneself and accepts ownership of
not go into deeply at this time, but it is so that at the one’s own life and does not make another responsible
moment of conjunction, at the moment of unity and for his or her own completion and fulfillment, freedom
the joining of two bodies, there is an energetic act that is achieved. When one is a responsible individual, free
occurs. There is a blending of the male and female in of entanglements and beliefs that another must support
that moment of deepest intimacy. them and fulfill them and complete them, that
This book, this philosophy holds that this lasts for individual is then capable of moving further along in
weeks and months afterwards and that the male can awareness and understanding.
receive afterwards spiritual influence through the Furthermore, when one has achieved such
feminine. This is partially correct. The assumption it is independence and awareness, when one then comes
so however, is erroneous. It must be understood that it into a relationship with another who is equally free and
is always a two-way street here. The female also whole and complete, that which is created in this
receives from the male certain energies, certain coupling is much greater than two half individuals
properties that allow her to find a completion, an coming together seeking in each other their completion
expansion, and a fulfillment. and fulfillment.
The sexual energies are mutual, but unfortunately, The sum total of two whole individuals who have
this philosophy in this document holds that the male is come together is much greater than that which is the
bereft of the capacity to expand spiritually and it must result of current philosophies of such matters—the
happen through a traditional heterosexual relationship philosophy of need and neediness, the philosophy of
for a man to achieve any measure of spiritual growth. irresponsibility: expecting others to provide for one the
This is completely false. For one thing, this does not keys for one’s own development.
recognize or acknowledge that each human being is This is a matter of great importance. Society itself is
complete and whole within himself or herself. It does beginning to face this, but there are still many taboos
not acknowledge that the male has the feminine within against sex and sexual understanding and awareness.
him, or that the feminine has the male within her. Unfortunately, this particular book that is being asked
Holding that this completion and spiritual about is not one that accelerates the understanding of
expansion can only be attained through the feminine is the sexual energies or human consciousness. It is one
to deny the masculine, is to demote it into a most that in fact enslaves and retards such growth and
subservient position. This understanding does not development.
serve and it must be understood that while something This Awareness cannot and does not recommend
of union is created and achieved through sexual this particular book or this philosophy. This completes
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the answering of this very complex question. There is simply that the low self, the subconscious is
so much more in regards to this matter and this responding, and part of the response is the issuance of
Awareness welcomes future questions on this topic noises that are to break the ice so to speak, to let the
and of this subject. son know she is aware he is coming, and this is why
she unconsciously is making sounds.
MOM DISTURBS SON WITH UNCANNY It does not have to do with her being consciously
VOCAL SOUND EFFECTS afraid. It has much to do with certain personal
experiences she had as a child where she learned to
QUESTIONER:
make sounds so that those who were approaching her
Thank you Awareness. And now a question from JL: knew she was there, so that no harm could come. This
He says, “My mom likes to make sounds and noises is a very deep and personal issue that this Awareness
whenever I enter from this space to that space, and the does not wish to go into any deeper.
timing is very precise, whenever she hears my It is simply saying to JL that what he is picking up
footsteps coming, for instance from the kitchen to the is his own reaction to this unconscious fear that is
living room or vice versa. From my intelligence, the being expressed by his mother, and he knows he is not
ordinary male could not perform this feat like the a danger or a threat and he is somewhat affected then
female does. Could Awareness please comment on this by the sounds that she is making unconsciously. It is
particular female mentality behavior consciousness, all played out at a very unconscious level here, and he
their purpose behind the behavior—to enlighten us? It is to have forbearance and tolerance and
makes me feel very fearful. Thank you.” understanding.
COSMIC AWARENESS: This situation is a personal one between his mother
and himself, and there is nothing wrong here. It is
This Awareness indicates first and foremost, the simply an example of how the low self may respond in
individual is making an assumption. This individual JL certain situations; a response that the conscious mind
is making the assumption that all females have this, is not even necessarily aware of. He too then responds
and that males do not. This is untrue. This is at an unconscious level and is uncomfortable with the
inaccurate. What he must understand is that it is situation. He is not to project this as something that
simply a personal experience with his mother than he applies to all females, for it most certainly does not!
is having, and it is his mother that is responding this But he is to be congratulated for understanding that
way. It is not so of all females across the board, nor is this unconscious response of his mother is troubling to
it truly a matter of something to be fearful of. It is him and upsets him.
personal, in that JL is personally affected by this
unconscious action of his mother and it is making him Now he needs to develop a deeper compassion for
uncomfortable, and he is therefore projecting this as a his mother, and if he wishes can project to his mother
trait of the feminine across the board. as he is approaching that all is well and that she is
well, and the situation will go well. This should help
It simply is not so. However, what is true is that his certainly for JL himself, as he releases and lets go of
mother is responding to him and his approach to her his own personal apprehension in such situations. This
space and into her space from an unconscious level. completes this answer.
This Awareness does not see that she herself is even
aware that she makes such noises. This Awareness WAS MOHAMMED GROOMED BY THE
also states that it is a very personal matter, a
subconscious matter as well that is at play here. The EARLY CATHOLIC CHURCH TO UNITE
mother is hearing sounds of an approaching individual, ARABS AGAINST JEWS AND TRUE
and she has within her certain subconscious CHRISTIANS?
parameters and beliefs upon the hearing of the
approach of another. QUESTIONER:
Even if consciously she realized it was her son, it is Thank you, Awareness. The next question is from
not from this conscious level this woman is responding LJ, and she has come across some readings that state
from. It is from the internal, it is from the that many of the people surrounding Mohammed were
subconscious. It is in a fear response to the hearing of early Arab Catholics, including the brother of the older
sound that indicates someone is approaching. Added to widow that Mohammed married. Mohammed was
this, there is unconscious or low self recognition of groomed by elements within the Catholic Church to
who the individual is that is approaching, and thus the unite the non-Catholic Arabs as a force against the
sounds are aligned to this understanding. They are Jews and the true Christians that the Catholic Church
expressive of the inner state and recognition that the was working to suppress, so that they could take back
son is coming into the room and this Awareness would Jerusalem.
say that they are sounds that are reflective of a fear This force eventually became too powerful and “out
state of the subconscious. of control” of the leaders in Rome, and this was the
This is generally first and foremost the fear of true origin of the Crusades: an attempt by the Catholic
approaching strangers, then secondarily, fear of the Church to put the Genie back in the bottle, so to speak.
son as he approaches, her space being intruded upon. It Would Awareness please comment?
is an apprehension of the situation. This Awareness
wishes to be clear here. It is not that the mother is COSMIC AWARENESS:
afraid of the son. It is more than she has at a This question and what it is asking can be seen and
subconscious level an internalized fear of ones that understood on two levels. There is first the historical
approach her, the apprehension of some exchange that accuracy of this claim, the accuracy of a hidden group
might be distasteful or harmful. in power trying to control and manipulate a situation to
This is at a very unconscious level and this their advantage. This was the early power of the
Awareness does not wish JL to understand by what is Catholic Church, and it could be said that there was an
being said here that the mother is fearful of him. It is attempt to unify the Arabs under a more Christianized
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belief system that could then be used to favor the early of the Kabaa. The black stone is a Muslim relic, which
church, to be used against those of the Jewish faith and according to Islamic tradition dates back to the time of
to recapture Jerusalem. Adam and Eve.
From this historical point of view it would also then Some Muslims believe this stone fell from the sky at
be accurate that what was created left their control and the time of Adam and Eve and that it has the power to
became something worse than the situation with the cleanse worshipers of their sins by absorbing the sins
Jews and the control of Jerusalem at that time. It into it. What is immediately apparent upon seeing this
became an intolerable situation. The Genie was indeed relic is the obvious likeness to the female aspect. The
released from the bottle, but the Genie could not be stone and the casing resemble a vagina or a vulva.
recaptured and stuck back into the bottle, even though It has been said that the misogynist anti-woman
there were attempts through military operations, those Muslim religion has its origin in goddess worship—
operations now known as the Crusades to do this, to that Allah is a revamped version of the ancient
regain control, to return the Genie back to the bottle. goddess Al’Lat, and that it was her shrine in the
It could not be done, and thus another religion beginning. Researchers have noted that the Kabaa is
became available upon this planet. This is one point of accurately aligned on two heavenly phenomenon, the
view and understanding. Another is the understanding cycles of the moon and the rising of Canopus, the
that this was part of a much greater plan, a much brightest star of Sirius.” Her questions are: Why is
greater design for humanity and for this planet, and there such a focus around the Kabaa in Mecca? What
from the higher levels of Spirit it was seen and known is it about the Kabaa that makes it so important?
that the creation of this religion would create future
situations centuries down the road that would be used COSMIC AWARENESS:
for the purpose of those times to advance humanity, to This Awareness will seek to answer this, for there is
create situations that would be necessary at those times much involved here. This Awareness will start by
to assist the evolutionary process. explaining that the Kabaa is not earthly in nature. It
Therefore, even though the actual actions may have comes from beyond. It has connections with
been through the authority of the early Catholic extraterrestrial ones, those who were formerly known
Church that was the ‘present power’ for those times, as the gods of ancient times. These ones would be the
there is a much deeper reason and purpose. This is Anunnaki, those ones who came hundreds of
how it is. One can always identify the circumstances thousands of years ago to this planet and have been
that have created situations, but seldom is it taken any here since. They have genetically engineered modern
further. Seldom is there an understanding that perhaps humans and have placed themselves in positions of
there are even greater forces at play behind the scenes. Godship—gods and goddesses that controlled the early
This is across the board. This happens time and time peoples.
again. It is happening now in these present times. This stone, which has its connections to those
Certain situations worldwide are playing themselves ancient times, is not of this earth and is recognized by
out. They can be understood from their political and these ones who are devout Muslims, those who had
economic sources. They can be understood from the ascribed to this black stone certain properties and
point of those in power manipulating and controlling, characteristics and sanctity. This stone does hold much
but seldom is it ever presented that perhaps there is an power on the practicing Muslims and is an object of
ulterior design behind this, an ulterior and higher their faith, an object that can be touched and interacted
purpose behind the events that are unfolding. with.
Therefore, this Awareness would conclude by There is that tradition that this sacred stone will
stating it is imperative that when one is observing the absorb their sins. In an act of devotion and ritual—that
present situations that are unfolding, one always being the circling of the stone itself 7 times in the Hajj,
remembers there is purpose and design behind the that will absolve the individual of their sin. This is
actual actions themselves. akin to the Christian belief that Jesus was a living
This Awareness is complete in the answering of this touchstone and he would take the sins of the world
question. upon his shoulders.
For many, the relic of crucifixion of Jesus on the
THE MYSTERIOUS BLACK STONE OF cross has a similar quality to it than what is achieved
KABAA: AN EXTRATERRESTRIAL by those who go to Mecca to the pilgrimage, the Hajj,
and the Christian ones who hold this do their own
ARTIFACT WORSHIPED BY THE form of ritualization of this philosophy and thought;
MUSLIMS they have their own active faith as they go to their
churches and worship the icon of the individual Jesus
QUESTIONER: upon the Cross.
Thank you Awareness. The next series of questions It is not as dramatic perhaps as making a pilgrimage
is also from LJ. They concern the mysterious black to Mecca. It is but a pilgrimage to one’s own local
stone of Kabaa. The background is the Hajj pilgrimage church. But nonetheless, the energy is similar for it is a
to Mecca, one of the great religious observances in belief that these relics contain power, a power to take
Islam. People often associate the Hajj with the familiar away sins, to absolve the sinful and to align them with
image of devout Muslims making the journey to the Higher Spirit, that being the spirit of their faith.
Kabaa, and seven times circling the ancient stone This Mecca, this point of attraction has ancient
building toward which they pray. What is less roots, but has been used subsequently as a place to
commonly known is the presence of a holy relic, bring individuals together so that the energies released
literally a cornerstone, that is part of the worship. during the mass-movement of the throngs of people
“The origins of the dark stone remain a mystery, not around this touchstone, this black sacred stone or relic,
only to the Muslims, but also to geologists, scientists can be harvested, can be used.
and historians alike. This is referring to the black stone This is that which is known as the Egregore, a
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concept well understood by those in power. The or UFO base beneath or tied to Mecca?
Catholic Church for example, uses the Egregore to
draw energy from. Thus it is that at any time of the day COSMIC AWARENESS:
there are somewhere devotees who are gathered in This Awareness indicates this is in the affirmative.
prayer in churches around the world, and the primary There is seen an underground base, an ancient base
day for this is Sunday for most. The point is that the extending back millennia. It is even now active,
collection of masses for the one purpose: to extend although it is not understood or recognized and has not
their religious need and beliefs, to project their been exposed. However, there are those in the know
energies is that which is utilized by the Catholic that are aware of this ancient alien base that lies
Church. beneath Mecca.
This is similar to the Hajj, to the gathering of This Awareness would also state that such
pilgrims, to their march around the sacred relic, the underground bases are contained under many of the
touching, the movement of the energies that are there gathering center points of various religions and various
and released and utilized by those who have the power groups. Thus there are bases under Rome, and
knowledge of how to do this. These are arcane under Salt Lake City. These bases extend into the
teachings. This knowledge is deeply protected so that mountain ranges in Utah. This underground complex
the understanding of what is also being done here is is worldwide, and there are many tunnels that stem
not readily available for the masses for it is understood from the most ancient times that connect these
that if it is seen and comprehended that they are being different centers and bases. It is so with Mecca, and
used, there may be a response and a rejection of this. the base that exists there as well.
But as it stands at this time, the Kabaa, the black This completes the answering of this question.
stone, the sacred relic, has a deep history, and is
connected to the gods and goddesses of ancient times. Extraterrestrial Forces Related to Mecca
At one point it was goddess worship, and the imagery
QUESTIONER:
seen within the rock, the vulva/vagina is part of a time
of goddess worship, so old is this rock, this relic. This If there are extraterrestrial forces related to Mecca,
has been taken over, if you will, by later are they working with the Orion/ Reptilian
developments, and this site became known as a sacred /Zionist/Banker system forces?
place, one where magic could occur, where sins could
be absolved, where one could practice their devotion COSMIC AWARENESS:
to their god that was real and pertinent. This Awareness indicates that this is so. The
This sacred place is one of many—Jerusalem being facilities under Mecca are connected via these tubes or
another for many religions around the world: the tunnels to such areas as Jerusalem and Damascus and
Catholics, the Jews, and the Muslims. There are other other areas in the Middle East and then beyond. This
sites as well; Rome being the Mecca for the Catholics; Awareness would also state that this is still part of the
Salt Lake City being the Mecca for Mormons. Such underground power structure of those in power, of the
sites are necessary for power groups that work along Elite Cabal. There are many underground bases that
religious lines. This completes the answering of this are active at this time. This completes the answering of
portion of the question. this question.
The Sirius Connection QUESTIONER:

QUESTIONER: How do the underground bases and the aliens relate

to the surface theater show that we see being played
Thank you Awareness. Another question is: Since out in the Middle East and North Africa that seems to
the Kabaa is accurately aligned on the rising of have so much to do with the world situation and the
Canopus, is there a planetary system on the star world system that is being created by the Powers That
Canopus that relates to all of this? Is there an Be in an attempt to control the future of the planet?
intelligent civilization in that planetary system that is
somehow working to have an influence on civilization COSMIC AWARENESS:
and the timeline here on earth?
While this is a complex question, at this time it is
COSMIC AWARENESS: not deemed appropriate to go into this matter in any
great detail. There are certain forces active at this time
It is not so much seen that it is a present connection that are at play here, including the extraterrestrial card,
or has relevancy here in these present times, as an and they are working hand in hand with the Powers
ancient connection, and a connection with the That Be, but it must be understood that the Powers
feminine, the time of the Goddess, the time of the That Be are subject to their extraterrestrial masters and
female power, for it was once so that the world was overlords, and it is so here.
matriarchal instead of patriarchal as it is now. There
was at that time connection to that region in space that The agenda of the Powers That Be is subject to the
is being asked of. There was relevancy then to the wishes and needs of their masters, and if it serves these
worship of the feminine, the Mother, the Goddess, and masters to use their vessels or to use vessels that have
the connection to this region, this galaxy and this been manufactured due to the information and
system. This completes this answer at this time. technical knowledge that has been given to the Powers
That Be, then so it is. Not all of the sightings and
vessels that are seen in the skies in the Middle East are
purely the Reptilians or the Orions or the Greys. There
Underground Extraterrestrial Bases in Mecca are many now that are part of a fleet that has been
and Elsewhere created and piloted by human ones, but this is another
matter.
QUESTIONER:
Suffice it to say that there is much that is occurring
Thank you Awareness. Is there some sort of portal in this region and in all other regions where vessels are
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being seen more and more frequently at this time, and of the West in the name of fighting terrorism, control
there is an agenda behind this matter. This completes of the world that would not have been tolerated by the
the answering of this question at this time. Western people and in America for any other reason.
What are some truths about Islam, good and
Why Are Non-Muslims Kept out of Mecca? indifferent?
QUESTIONER:
COSMIC AWARENESS:
Her last question on this topic is: What makes As this Awareness was suggesting in the previous
Mecca so important that non-Muslims are kept out of question, it has been an age-old tactic to create
the city? division, to create this “us and them” philosophy.
COSMIC AWARENESS: Another way of understanding this is that in order for
conflict, there must be a focus that can be blamed, that
In some ways Mecca is no more important than can be assigned the role of enemy. This way of dealing
other sacred sites, but is being used by those who with matters is age-old. The most recent world
access the Muslim/Islamic faith for other reasons: example that this Awareness would present of this is
power reasons, control reasons. Part of the plan is to the example of Germany in the Second World War,
create a friction between the Islamic world and the with the movement of Fascism that made of the Jewish
Christian world. The Muslims are being used to create people a scapegoat that could be blamed for much.
a tension, to produce an enemy at this time in Many incidents that were used to point the finger at
particular that can be focused upon and pointed to as an international cabal of Jews were false flag events,
“the enemy.” events such as the burning of the Reichstag and the
The reason for keeping Mecca closed to all non- blaming of the Jews for the destruction of the
Muslim ones is simply part of a faith that has been parliament, and this further propelled people to believe
given and expressed through certain leaders that is that there was an international conspiracy of the Jews
considered to be the requirement of Allah and God. It and that the Jews intended world domination and the
is not. It is simply that which is manipulated and destruction of the Christian way of life. Again, this
controlled to further create a division between was the tactic of the “us and them”, this tactic of
Muslims and non-Muslims, to create an “us and them” Divide and conquer.
way of thinking for the extreme Muslims who would The Jews were used as a scapegoat and many
seek violence and upheaval as ways of taking control. atrocities took place due to this. This new example of a
The creation of such an attitude, such an “us and scapegoat being used involves the Muslim faith and
them” attitude provides them with a sense of the Muslim people. There is control and manipulation
superiority, a sense that the Muslim faith is the one on both sides, and many of the Muslims believe that
true faith, and all others are false, all others are the the true terrorists, the true evil is America itself, and
infidels that need to be taken into their understanding have proclaimed themselves in a Holy Jihad, a Holy
and faith or destroyed. There is little tolerance from War against their enemy and the enemy of Allah.
this side of Islam, of the Muslim faith, but it is not the They are great in their faith and have deep trust in
overall perception and understanding of the majority their leaders, but in a real way, they too are very
of Muslims, just as there are Christians who would manipulated and controlled by certain ones who have a
hold that the Muslims are the enemy and must be true understanding of what is happening and are
destroyed. manipulating events to create this schism and division
This “us/them” attitude that is in play is part of the between people: the people of one faith and the people
overall manipulation of the Elite, the ones who have of other faiths. The American people themselves are
always used religion as a point of division, a point of also being duped and presented an enemy to focus on:
contention that can then be manipulated to create the Muslims, the Muslim Arabs in particular, they who
situations of deep conflict and even war. This is the are the terrorists and who must be stopped at all costs.
purpose and the reason for not allowing non-Muslims Again, a false flag event occurred, which was 9-11,
into Mecca. It is part of the division—the “us and with other false flag events also that have occurred
them” divide that all major religions use to one degree since 9-11, all indicating this Muslim extremist group,
or another. these terrorists are very much at work and ever-present
The degree it is used by the Muslim controllers is as a danger. The Western World has bought into this,
greater than what is employed now by the Christian and has believed their own leadership on this matter
world, but once upon a time there was a similar and has been willing to go to war to defend freedom
intolerance in Christendom, a similar division and and democracy, never understanding or recognizing
drawing of the line and the pointing of the finger; an that they are not defending freedom or democracy. In
understanding that God was on the side of the fact, they are taking freedom and democracy from
Christians and not on the side of the heathens or the others, yet such is the brainwashing and propaganda
Muslims or the Jews, or whomever the perceived that is underway on both sides, that one side will
enemy was. believe itself to be righteous and correct over the other
This is an age-old tactic that is still being played out in forcing their will upon the others.
to this very day. This completes the answering of this If it is so that the other side believes equally that
question. they have the right to force their will upon others, and
The “Us versus Them” Philosophy and the if they are facing an enemy of greater military might,
then they will be forced to use terrorist tactics,
Damage it has caused Guerilla tactics and feel justified in the use of such
QUESTIONER:
tactics to strike at their enemy, but the real truth is that
both sides are being manipulated. It is the way things
Thank you. The next question is: Islam seems to be have been done for countless ages, and it is time to
central to the manipulation and control to create awaken to this form of manipulation and control.
incidents to justify greater control of the populations No one side has the moral right, the moral
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prerogative, the moral superiority to claim themselves Herein also is the reason why the second question
to be the true believers over all others. This is asked, the question regarding of taking of wives was a
manipulation and control that has imprisoned misdirection by those in power to the intent of
humanity for many, many eons. It is the Machiavellian Mohammed at those times. It was so that there were
concept of “divide and conquer” for if ever humanity many women, and few men, due to conflict and wars.
truly united against the true enemy and deceiver, many It was a desperate situation and Mohammed in his
things would cease to be, and humanity would be a writings acknowledged and recognized this. He was
breed of people united in one truth, one faith; the faith not trying to create a system in which men controlled
of the Spirit that truly is behind and within all, not and women were suppressed. It was a way of creating,
simply available to those who are practicing the because of the social situation of the time, a means by
“right” religious faith. which all could be taken care of, especially women
This Awareness is complete in the answering of this and children who had lost a husband or a father; even a
question. son, for the sons were responsible for the caring of
their mothers and fathers.
MANIPULATIONS & MISCONCEPTIONS This was the way of social welfare for those times as
there was no state welfare. Welfare was that which
ABOUT THE BIBLE AND THE KORAN was given to family members and ones in need by
QUESTIONER: individuals. It is why Mohammed preached charity
and the need to be charitable to others in need. He
Thank you Awareness. The Koran, the Holy Book of understood that the situation was such that these
the Muslims states that women and children are to be women and their children were being cast out, being
treated with kindness and respect, and this does not lost and neglected by ones who should take care of
seem to be the case in the present day Muslim religion. them, and it is why he incorporated this philosophy in
Also, when Mohammed said that a man could take up the doctrine of Islam.
to four wives, if he could afford them, many think that
he was referring to a time when many, many men had It is not because it was to suppress women or build
been killed in war, and thus there were women who, if men up to positions of great power and dominance.
they were not multiple wives, would not have a chance This Awareness would even say that what is practiced
to be mothers. Could Awareness please comment on today against women is an abomination to the Creator,
what the Koran states, and what is being practiced by to the Divine, to Spirit. Yet it is also part of the
Muslims in the world today? evolutionary path of many who do need to have the
peculiar experiences of such a distorted faith to the
COSMIC AWARENESS: magnificence of their teacher and their Messiah. It is
This Awareness would point not to the Koran first, often so and has happened many times over, and the
but rather to the Bible, and in particular the New Muslim faith is but a more recent example.
Testament. There are many truths in the New It could be said that the Muslim faith in some ways
Testament that subscribe to a concept of love and is where Christianity once was. Christianity has moved
honor of one’s friends, family and neighbors. Many, forwards but still has a way to go, just as the
many, many times over, the truth of the Bible has been Islamic/Muslim faith has a ways to go. But at this
ignored or falsely interpreted and presented to the time, what is important is not the blaming of one faith
people of faith in ways that are not a true reflection of over another, one religion over another, but the
what Jesus expressed or taught, but rather to benefit understanding that all are humans having their
those in charge of the church and what it wished to experiences at whatever levels of experience are
attain and achieve, in particular: control and power and needed.
great wealth. In this, one can then understand that this most
Now this Awareness will move to the Koran, also a definitely applies to the individuals themselves so that
religious text that contains much in the way of social they can look deeper within to see within themselves
responsibility and understanding. It is a text that also where they still hold to old vestiges of faith that they
contains many truths that have been ignored, that have themselves, through their own upbringings were given
been misinterpreted or falsely interpreted in order to and which were accepted at the deep subconscious
achieve other goals and other purposes. These goals levels.
are the goals of earthly power and control. It is only by bringing these unconscious beliefs and
Thus, even though the Koran holds certain things expressions of faith to the surface that one can truly
that are to be used in order to create a charitable examine them in the Light of Spirit and then choose
people, in order to bring the people together to take what is right for them, whether they wish to be bound
care of one another and honor and respect one another, by old religious contexts or whether they wish to step
various interpretations of the Koran and the words of into self-actualization and responsibility and find the
Mohammed have been taken up in order to pervert the inner source within and not simply through a third
very teachings and misalign the followers of the Koran party, through an external agent as is now the practice
to the original intent of the Koran. of most major religions.
It is the so with the Bible and the New Testament. It This completes the answering of this question at this
is so with the Koran. Thus, contained within the Koran time.
are many teachings that emphasize honor, respect and
even love and charity for each other and toward each WHERE DO OUR THOUGHTS COME
other, including women and children. This must FROM?
always be remembered: that there is a difference How Memory is Stored
between the holy words of these two texts and the
political achievements and desires of those in charge QUESTIONER:
and in control especially at the top secret levels, the Thank you very much Awareness. Moving on to
levels that go beyond the level of clergy and rulership another question by LK. He wants to know: “Where
of the priests and the mullahs.
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do thoughts come from? How and where are all of our consciousness, certain thoughts that are projected into
thoughts recorded and stored after we think them? And consciousness through the High Self, low self and the
how can they be located again to have any effect on receptacle of the middle self.
our current situation?” There are thoughts that are purely physical in
nature or stem from a physical extrapolation of facts
COSMIC AWARENESS: and issues. This would mean that concerns on the
This is a complex question. It cannot be answered physical level can occur when one is in contemplation
from the physical alone; for many do not understand or because of one’s physical state. For example, one
appreciate that there is more than the physical that is could have hunger and thoughts might then go to food
involved here. In other words, many hold that the and the eating of food to satisfy the hunger.
physical is that which contains the experience. Each One could be involved in such physical activity that
mind, each brain, each physical brain has the capacity causes thoughts that are associated with the physical
to store much information, many thoughts in it, and it activity. One could be contemplating one’s future and
is thus seen now as a super computer that has the thoughts of how to attain that future could be the
capacity to hold the many thoughts and the result. But also, many other thoughts come forward
information, but it is not understood how these that are not always simply of the physical variety or
thoughts originate, where they spring from. deal with physical issues and matters.
It is not understood truly how such thoughts, how There are those thoughts that involve higher
all information and experiences can be stored, conceptualization of reality for an example. There are
although there is research and there are thoughts and thoughts that become somewhat disquieting to ones
suggestions of how it is that the physical cerebellum who are having these thoughts intruding on them. This
can be the information receptacle, the holder of all Awareness is now referring to such mental conditions
thoughts and ideas, et cetera. But this again is simply as schizophrenia where thoughts may intrude upon
an understanding of the physical level with no one’s thinking and they may not be welcome thoughts,
perception or understanding of the intersecting levels for they may be projected thoughts by certain entities
of consciousness that are in play. that have latched on to an individual.
The whole question of consciousness is a very tricky Then there are those thoughts that originate when
question for those who are espousers of the physical one is in nature and one is connected, for example, to
explanation, who believe that the physical explanation Mother Earth; not knowingly perhaps, not consciously
is paramount to all other explanations and there is little aware, but simply in the surroundings of the energies
tolerance for the understanding that consciousness is and consciousness that is Gaia, that is Mother Earth,
an event that exceeds physicality, that intersects with and their thoughts may be influenced by the energies
it, but also intersects with those states of non-physical of Mother Earth, but it is not recognized or realized
being. that their feelings of serenity or peace are coming from
It is so that the physical instrument that is the brain, this greater source.
the mind—the cerebellum in its physical expression Also, there is the state of being that is the human
has the capacity to store certain information, especially condition, wherein humans are sensitive to others and
information that is required on a daily basis or is short- their thoughts. It is well recognized by many that when
term in nature. It also has the capacity to store long- they go to a shopping mall they often pick up many
term memories, even memories of childhood. strange thoughts and energies. For those who are of a
This is the prerogative and concern of the low self, sensitive nature, such encounters with large amounts
the subconscious. This Awareness has explained in the of people are disquieting for them, for many of the
past that the low self is rather like a computer and it thoughts are not truly theirs. Many of the energies that
has memory banks that can be identified as the are being picked up on are not theirs, and yet are
portions of the brain where memories can be stored, having a personal effect.
but there is also another level of storage of the This does not simply extend into the supermarket or
memories and information and thoughts et cetera that the shopping malls. This can occur in smaller groups
exceeds the physical that is held at an etheric level, a and settings. It can occur in a family where one is
non-corporeal level. picking up on the thoughts of another without realizing
Herein lie many of the thoughts that one has, and if that the other is thinking of these matters or projecting
one can train the low self to respond to the request to any energies at all, and one will assume that these
retrieve old thoughts or memories, it can do so, either thoughts are their own, whether they make sense or
by accessing those that are contained in a physical not.
matrix or those that are contained in an etheric matrix. Therefore, it is to be seen that thoughts are received
The intersection in this way is one that allows the from many different sources: from the High Spiritual
accessing of thoughts both in the physical and the Sources to the mundane physical sources and it is an
nonphysical. intriguing journey to identify and recognize where
Furthermore, as the original question was about one’s thoughts came form, and to acknowledge
where thoughts come from, it is possible that many sometimes that they may be thoughts that are coming
thoughts come not simply from the physical interactive from an extended consciousness, or they may simply
playground of the mind, but also from this external be coming from the state of one’s physical being if one
source of the mind. This Awareness is referring to the is for example, hungry.
many levels of connection in consciousness where There are many layers and levels and it is hoped
thoughts can be projected into physical thought. that this Awareness has given today, food for thought.
This is complex, in that it is not a simple matter of This completes the answering of this question.
all thought coming from a physical source, biological
in nature, or that it all comes from Spirit Source or
higher levels of consciousness, for it is a blending of
both. There are, from those higher levels of
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SYMBOLOGY OF DOVES BEING those who are beginning to stand up to the church,
stand up to the political religious leaders that have
ATTACKED control and that the masses are beginning to side with
QUESTIONER: this opposition to those in control.
Thank you Awareness. This next question is from If one were in control and used deep psychological
JD and she comments that on Sunday, January 27th, techniques to affect human consciousness at deep
two doves were released from the Papal Palace after levels and if this same group understood that there was
the parade for peace in the Ukraine. Since there are no danger, that these ones in awakening and challenging
coincidences, what is represented by the crow and the could bring their own power down and their own
seagull attacking the doves? While feathers did fly, dynasties to ruin, then this must be combated and
eventually the two doves did fly away. Thank you.” opposed. These ones who are in control usually do not
use direct blunt action, but use the manipulation of the
COSMIC AWARENESS: psyche and the collective unconscious.
One can see this matter in a symbolic way and can The popular movies that were available recently,
state that as the doves were to represent spiritual The Da Vinci Code and Angels and Demons by the
purity, that as they were released, those forces of author Dan Brown have fascinated many because they
darkness did attack, this in the way of the crow and the have dealt with symbology, but they have also opened
grayer matter of the seagull. This symbology is very to the collective mind a deeper understanding of
stereotypical. It represents the good, the bad and the symbology, not simply unconscious acceptance.
indifferent. The white doves represent the good. The Therefore, in this seemingly random event that
dark crow is that black force that would attack and seemingly has no significance, great statements were
destroy the good force. The gray seagull is indicative presented—those that seemed to be the obvious
of the masses, the indifferent ones that often are statement, and less obvious as well.
swayed by those who are the leaders, those who serve Therefore, this event could be seen to be one that is
the darkness and thus reinforce these ones. showing the hands of those who have for so long con-
The seagull was persuaded to attack the dove, for trolled and manipulated and are still trying to control
seagulls do not normally show such predatory and manipulate. Ultimately this small event is not of
tendencies, such aggression. Through such symbology the deepest significance, but it is significant enough to
pay attention to and to observe. This completes this
the dark ones have manipulated, used and controlled answer by this Awareness at this time.
for eons the mass power that is available to them when
they control the masses; this is the symbolic nature of
the seagull being there and attacking a white dove. DO WE INHERIT ANXIETY/DEPRESSION
Thus from a stereotypical symbolic nature or level, GENES?
one could say that this event represented the light
against the dark and the escape of the doves was meant QUESTIONER:
to convey that despite the attack of the dark forces, Thank you Awareness. The next question is from
Light will prevail, white will rise up and the doves will GL. He’d like to know specifically if we can suppose
escape, and this of course, on the symbolic level is to that our mind has inherited anxiety/depression genes,
influence the minds of the masses. However, if one the genes which are caused largely by emotional
chooses to look beyond this very straightforward trauma happening in earlier stages of our life, one
symbology, one must look also then deeper into the generation upon one generation, to the extent that our
organizations involved. mind has evolved more toward anxiety-based, and
The Vatican is well known for its corruption. upon thinking of something we’re inevitably feeling
Presently there is one who is there to reform. This is anxious inside? Would you please comment?
the proclaimed purpose, but if one truly understands
that the Vatican, the Roman Catholic Church has been COSMIC AWARENESS:
very heavy handed for thousands of years in the This is indeed an interesting question, for it poses
control and manipulation of the people, and have been that age-old debate in psychology, the debate of nature
servants to the Elite and the Powers That Be, then one versus nurture. Is it so that humans are as they are due
would seriously question whether this group, this to biological reasons that they have no control over, or
organization is all that pure, all that White. is it true that they are the product of their environment
They have used a psychological trick to convey a and the nurturing that they received?
message through the release of the doves for peace in In the end, this Awareness would say that it is both.
the Ukraine, that shows them to be ones with the There is the biological component that predisposes the
White hats, the Good Guys, the ones who are here to human toward this situation or that situation, but it is
be spiritual in their leadership, to be the spiritual not only a biological component at play here. The
leaders. But if one truly is aware of this aspect, this nurturing effect of one’s upbringing and the
hidden truth of the church, their intent and purpose circumstances that surround that upbringing have great
which is still to serve their elite extraterrestrial importance in establishing in human beings their
masters, the action of the release of the doves must be mindsets, their beliefs, their interpretations and
questioned and looked at differently, for if the ones understanding of reality.
that supposedly represent this state of spiritual purity
and Clear White Light, the ones that represent the dark This Awareness cannot say that the human being
may not be whom they seem to be either. has an abundance of anxiety genes or genetically that
the anxiety humans are feeling is biologically
In other words, if it is symbolically presented that predisposed and this is how and why humans have fear
the Roman Catholic Church is the dove and connected and apprehension and anxiety. What this Awareness
to all things of that symbolic nature, and it is not so, would say is there have been genetic alterations to
then equally, it may not be so that the crow in humans, to the modern human, the homo sapiens, that
particular is an evil dark force or creature. It may be have created a situation where fear can control and
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manipulate for there is an natural timidity and seeking evolution and its own development.
fearfulness in most human beings. When one understands one has a third option, this
This is not necessarily universal, in that there are option being an extension into higher conscious
humans who do not have such high levels of fear and awareness and understanding, then the question of
these ones have done courageous actions throughout whether the human is a product of nature or nurture
history. The individual known as Columbus was of becomes redundant. It does not fit the new perception
such a type, and in his actions of courage and trust and and understanding that one can rise above both, can
faith and conviction, was able to take three ships into rise above the natural selection that is held by many,
the unknown. During the voyage when no land was that has predisposed each human being to only a
sighted for days upon days, the crew went into physical spectrum of response, or the opposite that
fearfulness, for they were afraid their lives were in frees one up from the programming of the mind, of
jeopardy, and this was part of a human response to attitudes and beliefs that imprison and ensnare one.
situations of danger or threat. Both are strong in and of themselves, and united,
But the individual Columbus, even though he too present great difficulty to free oneself up through more
was concerned, held to his course, and the result is traditional means that reflect the thinking of restriction
well known by all Americans, as America was and limitation. It is only by passing through restriction
discovered, or at least the island that is now known as of thought and limitation of mind, only by expanding
Haiti and the Dominican Republic was discovered. into deeper conscious awareness and understanding
Nonetheless, in future trips he did discover other areas that true freedom lies, true understanding and
and the exploration and conquering of the new lands, awareness that will allow one to evolve and progress.
the New World was underway. This completes the answering of this question at
This Awareness would say here that it is important this time. This Awareness is now complete for today,
to realize that even though there may be a biological but does ask the energizer to bring this session to
disposition due to the way the humans have been completion now.
manipulated genetically, it does not mean that this
cannot be overcome, for each human being has the
capacity to overcome fear and doubt, even though it
seems to be such a natural characteristic. It is
important to realize one can access a higher state of
being, a higher state of consciousness.
One can acknowledge the fear and doubt and
confusion, even panic and hopelessness one is feeling
and hold that all will be well. It is possible. It is also
part of the human experience to deal with such
negative fearful situations, but unfortunately, there are
many who feed upon this weakness and inability for
humans to rise above and beyond their natural fears or
their imposed fears.
There are many, including the Powers That Be,
because they have engineered it to be so, who work to
keep humanity in a state of fear and anxiety, pushing
to the forefront that part of each human that has fear,
that has angst, that is afraid that things will go badly. It
is the norm even, to express this as the reality that is
so. Many do not believe that things can go well and
that there is always something that will go wrong, and
they anticipate this, they look forward to this and they
believe in this, for it is what they have been taught.
This way of thinking is part of a negative nurturing THE COSMIC TAROT
process that the subconscious does hold and puts into
play and into effect. It is therefore important to also Key Number Four - The Emperor
recognize that when one has experiences that are
negative in nature and that predispose them to This Awareness indicates that you give your
afterwards believe only in the worst-case scenarios, attention to the concept of the experience. Consider the
that it is possible to reprogram the low self, reprogram experience and the experiencer. This Awareness
the computer of the mind. This too is part of the new indicates that as you consider the experience and the
realization that one is not simply subject to the experiencer, that you reconcile the two into a
programming and to the negative nurturing of each ‘gnosperience’ where the experiencer and the
and every human being. experience merge.
The understanding ultimately is that there is a need This Awareness indicates that to expire is to breathe
to go behind the question of nature versus nurture to out, to inspire is to breathe in. This Awareness
understand there is a new way; that each human being indicates that the inspiration and the expiration relates
is not the result of only one or the other, or perhaps to the Tarot card, the Fool, Aleph. The Aleph is the
even both in tandem, but rather the result of a higher Cosmic Breath. The Aleph is between breaths, neither
level of consciousness that is seeking a physical breathing in nor breathing out. The Aleph is the
experience to play out in, to have this experience for permeating element—Akasha, which is neither
the benefit of one’s spiritual growth and one’s soul inspiration nor expiration.
development, to take back into the collective soul, to
increase what is understood by the soul as it too is This Awareness indicates that the inspiration, the
drawing in of the breath, creates the Magician. This is
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the first life force within the body of the child to be. This Awareness indicates that the entire dragon is the
This is the creation of God, the Word on the cosmic fire, but the tip of the flame is that which becomes the
scale. Through the inspiration, the drawing in of the significant point.
self from the universal breath, this creates the God, the This Awareness indicates this is the Emperor. The
first cause, the child, the first-born. This Awareness creative force, the desire to control, has moved from
indicates that once this breath is taken, there must the Magician level of creating form, into that which
follow the expiration. sets boundaries of form. In moving from the Word
The breath being given out is related to the creation into definitions of the Word, this then is associated
as authored by the Magician, by the self within the with the Emperor card.
child. As the breath is given out and the creation is
expressed, this expression is acted upon. That from
which the subject drew its breath, the expression is
acted out upon the mother, upon the universe from
which God came, from which God created himself.
This Awareness indicates that this expression
then, of this breath, of this life force, of this spirit, of
this creative energy, then creates form. This form
created from the merging of the creative breath upon
that from which it drew itself - the High Priestess, the
mother, the universe, the unconscious - as that form
which then begins to repeat itself, and this is the
Empress. This Awareness indicates that this then
moves as form in imagination, that this form moves as
images, and the images relate to undefined levels.
The High Priestess is the void, as that which is open, This Awareness indicates that the greater the
waiting for the expression of the Magician. It is the definitions, the greater the boundaries, the greater the
mother waiting for the personality of the child to begin limitations placed upon this form, the more this is
to unfold on her, as the universe is waiting for the termed the rational or the scientific or the mental
creation of the God within. The High Priestess then levels. In this respect, mind may be associated with
taking this expression, begins to move and takes form fire as that which is focusing toward a point, as
according to the expression that is placed upon her. focusing toward that which is being limited. Mind
This Awareness indicates that the mother begins creating controls may be likened unto fire. In the
to take form and becomes the kind of mother that the astrological sense, mind is associated with air.
child makes and molds her into. The universe becomes This Awareness indicates that this level that is now
the universe that is created by the God. The great being discussed is the alchemical sense. This
Mother Earth becomes that kind of earth that is Awareness indicates that the limitations then being
projected by the creator within the body of each placed on form, as that which begins to mold and
individual. As you see the world, so it becomes. design and structure that world, that universe, that
This Awareness indicates that the High Priestess mother, that home, that domain into which comes this
then begins to take form according to the desired Magician, this new self.
creation, and this form becomes the Empress. The This Awareness indicates that the acquisition of
form is repeated, the images are reflected, and the words by the new creature, by the new child, by the
images then become repetition. This Awareness new god, by the new self as that which begins to create
indicates that the Empress is the repetition, the echo of more and more control over the domain. These words
the thought, of the word, of the creation. then begin to have power. These words then begin to
The child and his first attitude toward the world mold the domain, begin to mold the images, begin to
creates the experiences throughout his life. Only he set up certain fixed structures. This Awareness
can change this. This Awareness indicates that as the indicates that these structures become rigid, become
God creates the universe, he must abide by his static, become tight and controlled.
creation. This becomes for some, the creation of As this begins building to greater and greater levels
Frankenstein. This Awareness indicates that for of control, as these words are used for greater and
others, this becomes the creation of heavens. This greater control as the limitations are placed, the form
Awareness indicates that the mind is a place of its own then becomes not capable of being manipulated by any
and can make a hell of heaven, or a heaven of hell. other than those who have the strongest amount of
This Awareness indicates that this then moves mental force being generated on this form. This
into the creation of the definition of the form. Form Awareness indicates that the Magician as the Emperor
itself is still capable of being molded. The mother is is capable of focusing and holding his will. The
still waiting, responsive, to see what she has brought Emperor is molding his will.
forth. The child is creating his mother and the mother This Awareness indicates that the will must be
image. As she discovers how and what to do in her understood. The will is the record of deeds, the record
relationship to the child, she begins to form more and of that which is to be, the record of that which is to be
more boundaries.This Awareness indicates that the given to those who follow. This Awareness indicates
Emperor card is the Magician having moved into form. that those who follow and wait upon the will of
This Awareness indicates that this may be visualized another are those who become his heirs. This
clearly as that in-drawn breath which then moves into Awareness indicates that when you inherit the will of
the expression to the very tip of each expression and another, that you then are subject to that which he
begins to create from there. This would be likened gives you.
unto the dragon breathing flame, wherein the attention
and awareness of the dragon is on the tip of the flame.
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If in receiving a fixed form, an entity believes that humus of the soil are that which contains the life force
form to be unchangeable, then that remains with him. of Aleph, the breath, the Akasha. It is this that contains
This Awareness indicates that those who mold form spirit.
are those who persuade others that form cannot be The spirit moves into that which has mattered and
changed, other than what they give. This Awareness begins releasing that which has moved into matter
indicates that this relates unto those who say, "This is until the matter itself becomes one of insignificance
the law, this is the rule, and this is the line beyond and one of expansion to the point where the polarities
which you dare not cross." begin to lessen, fall away, and the matter itself begins
This Awareness indicates that these structures to lose density. The vibrations of matter then begin to
can be broken by any who have greater will and speed and relate back and forth between polarities at
understanding than those who set up the structures. such rapid speeds that eventually it blows out any
Those who wish to break rules, who wish to break polarities in its own confusion.
laws, must first break these laws through This confusion then is filled in its space between
understanding that the law itself is but a restriction these particles which have lost their polarities, and
which is being placed in order to create rigid systems. what results is termed anti-matter and that which is
This Awareness indicates that such restrictions can termed cosmic dust, relating without purpose, without
only create rigid systems if taken seriously. When end, but experiencing the breath of Akasha, the breath
these systems, which are placed with great control, of Aleph.
great attention, and great systematizing are not taken
seriously, but are taken somewhat light, they begin to This Awareness indicates the breath just
lose their power. described between inspiration, drawing in, and
expiration, going out, as that which is the universe
This Awareness indicates that this can be very itself. This takes eons of time. This breath has within
delicate in a relationship, for if not taken seriously it many, many, many multiples of other breaths. Each
enough, there can be intense violations by those who breath has within it many, many, many multiples of
would be taken seriously, upon those who do not take other breaths. This may be likened unto seeing light,
them seriously. There must be communication and which draws together and then suddenly explodes
understanding on all levels for this breaking down of outward into a vacuum, scattering many particles.
law to work its course.
Each particle reflects the total action that occurred.
That which breaks down laws is that which works Each particle is a miniature reflection of the great
against the Emperor, which works against the structure action. Not only is this particle of light reflecting the
within the mind itself, which works against the great action, but down inside of it are miniature
enslavement and control by that which would set up particles that reflect its own action. The mirror goes on
hierarchy systems, structures, and systems to mold the and on into infinity. This Awareness indicates: As
form and matter and entities into certain behavioral Above So Below.
patterns.
The planes of reflection continue into infinity. This
This Awareness indicates that in breaking this Awareness indicates that this is the breath. The breath
down, form then begins to free itself and move back then reverses and the planes of infinity begin moving
towards imagination levels. This then moves in the opposite directions.
consciousness back from the material level to the
immaterial level, or the formative state. When this This Awareness indicates that the interaction of
occurs, mind becomes capable of having jurisdiction
over matter.
Mind always has jurisdiction over matter and
indeed does form and shape matter, but this is little
known to most entities. As consciousness begins to
move back into levels of form where the form is not so
structured as is matter, that mind then begins to play a
greater and greater role in the formation of things on
this plane.
This Awareness indicates that which matters to
the entity, to the Emperor, to the God, to the child, as
that which he focuses on. The greater the focus, the
greater becomes the matter. In materializing things
into significance, this moves into form and creates
gravity. This becomes that which has mass, that which
has its own magnetic center.
This Awareness indicates that in saying Mass, the the movements of light moving first in one direction,
gravity and the focus does draw. This Awareness then meeting with darkness and moving in the other
indicates that all of this is symbolic and is making use direction, wherein the darkness then becomes the light
of the Tarot and its systems for molding and the light becomes the darkness and they reverse
consciousness, for molding society, for molding this the directions; this is what keeps all things living,
world. keeps all things in movement, and keeps all things in
consciousness.
This Awareness indicates that in releasing This is that which creates consciousness, the
significances, that the gravity begins to leave from the interaction and relationship of one to another. The
situation, and spirit flows in, humor flows in. The multiplicities of this light moving first as light against
humor is like a bubble that fills and permeates the the darkness, then finding itself reversed and being
particles that went in to make the gravity, that went in darkness against light, also relates to the Law of Cause
to make that which became the significant focal point. and Effect, the Law of Karma.
Humor, and humanity, and human qualities, and the
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This Awareness indicates that all of this relates to where the breath is in contains the silence and the
the fourth card, the Emperor. The fourth card is that peace.
which sees, and as light and as consciousness, moves This Awareness indicates that as one concentrates
into the form that has been taking place and begins to more and more on this time between breaths, this time
create and define with light what is happening. This begins to take on greater and greater significance and
then relates to that which is called mind. This is the becomes more prolonged. Eventually without the
rational or conscious mind, and this is the ego, and this entity knowing it, the breaths become shorter and
is the will. fewer in between, and the time of interval between
This Awareness indicates that this ‘will’ begins to breaths becomes much, much longer until there is little
chop out what is unnecessary, and what is not relevant. breathing at all. There is so little breathing that from
The will is that which is the light. This Awareness the casual look, the observer would think the entity to
indicates that this light moving into darkness is in be dead.
reference to the positive force moving on the negative This Awareness indicates that this is suspended
force. This relates also to the sadist with his or her animation. The suspended animation of the universe is
control moving in to violate the masochist with his or that which can occur, and which does occur. The
her need for security and attention. action brings about that state termed heaven, which is
This Awareness indicates the degree of over- even - by which, consciousness can see all things.
balance relating to this action of light and darkness is This Awareness indicates that when this occurs, this
that which is termed polarity. The intensities of light relates to a certain cycle of the universal breath.
in one area, the intensities of positiveness in one area This Awareness indicates that these cycles of the
appear to deny darkness in that area. This Awareness universal breath relating to deep breathing, deep
indicates that this is in extreme polarity. The area interchange of polarities, or light shallow breathings of
where there is little light, where there is almost polarities, and does relate to and explain that polarity
complete darkness, this is the other extreme. within the breath, within the atmosphere, that does
This Awareness indicates that neither darkness nor relate to the zodiac signs.
light is that which is good or evil, but the light has the This Awareness indicates that there are zodiac signs
appearance of being the more powerful, in that it gives relating to the twelve divisions of the day. There are
the senses the ability to control. This Awareness twelve divisions of the year, and there are twelve
indicates that for this reason, the light was termed divisions of the solar cycle. There are twelve divisions
good and the darkness was termed evil. of the grand cycle, and there are twelve divisions of
This Awareness indicates that the polarities are the universal cycle. This goes on infinitely with
necessary for each other. You cannot have the good whatever descriptions and names entities care to place
without the evil. You cannot have a god without a on this.
devil. You cannot have the male without the female. This Awareness indicates that the universe is as
You cannot have the Emperor without those who big as light can reflect. The universe is created by the
follow an emperor. The polarities, the extremes of the drawing in of breath and the expulsion of breath. The
god, the extremes of the devil, the extremes of good, drawing in is that which brings light to a center, and
the extremes of bad, the extreme of an Emperor and the expulsion is that which releases it.
his followers, the extremes of the sadist and the
masochist, are that which can lessen, and are that The universe can grow or be as small as anyone
which can move into greater balance. wishes that universe to be in his own observations.
The universe may be within one's own head or may
The light needs not be quite so bright, and darkness take telescopes and thousands and millions of years
need not be quite so dark. When this occurs, the light and studies to see, for as one looks out for the
is not valued quite so much and the darkness is not universe, he creates that universe with his own light.
feared quite so much, and there comes that peace, that
eve of resting, that time when things may be accepted This Awareness indicates that the movement of
and not feared and not grabbed at as though they were the breath is such that it can grow can grow with
the only things that one lives for. greater and greater polarity, in and out, in and out,
faster and faster, until one is breathing heavily and
This Awareness indicates that the will may begin to feels that something must be done. At this point, there
lessen. The will may become responsive to what is is the oxygenation and the mind begins to hallucinate
occurring. The breath itself needs not come in so and visualize strange things. This then becomes that
deeply or go out so quickly. When the will becomes
lessened, when the experience becomes less valuable
than the experiencer, when the two begin to merge,
when the two begin to change places with each other
to the point that neither is more significant than the
other, then comes that peace. Then comes that quiet
that is termed even, that is termed heaven, that is
called the Garden of Eden.
This Awareness indicates that this is likened unto
Hong-Sau Yoga on the cosmic scale. As the breath
moves into the inspiration, which is the drawing in of
the light, and the expiration, which is giving out the
light, the extremes of drawing in and the extremes of
giving out may become less and less. The
concentration of the entity in breathing in this manner
focuses on the point between the breaths, and the
breath then going out or coming in is of no
significance. The point where the breath is out and
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level of imagination. The hyperventilation throws one personality expressions of the characteristics created
into the level of experiencing what has occurred. by these particles of light, and creates certain
This may be likened unto mental or consciousness exteriorizations of these personality quirks, attitudes,
masturbation. The extreme intense breathing leads up and so forth, and in this manner, the entities' lives are
to the climax, which becomes the hyperventilation. built according to the pattern of the Breath Form, the
This gives certain emotional energies, certain energies balance of light and darkness within their own
for the purpose of greater expression, when used with makeup.
understanding. Too much hyperventilation can cause This Awareness indicates that this is related to the
one to pass out. Passing out is merely the movement time of birth and to the place of birth. This can always
into the door of the imagination through the door back be changed to some degree by understanding of this
into the Empress. polarity makeup and the change of polarity may be
This Awareness indicates that the movement into directed by identifying with that concept, that law
the Empress is likened unto moving into one's which is above that level which needs to be changed.
subconscious or unconscious mind, as you desire to This Awareness indicates if you would change
term this. This Awareness indicates that the the cells of your body, if you would change the
movement into the unconscious mind is moving into polarity within the life cells of your own body to bring
the breath that does not contain the light, which the these into greater balance, you must work on the
eyes see. This contains the light, which the third eye attitudes. If you would work on the attitudes and
sees. emotions of your own body, you must look at certain
This Awareness indicates that the third eye sees concepts. Looking at these concepts, you may bring
through the in-going breath, the inspiration. The two the attitudes and emotions into certain alignment and
eyes see through the expiration, the outgoing or the balance.
light side of the breath. The eyes see that which This Awareness indicates that if you desire to
relates to the radiation levels. The eyes work through change certain concepts within your psyche and bring
a radiating energy that goes out and follows the light more light to one side and bring these into balance and
particle to the source of its reflection. The third eye eliminate certain darkness from the other side, this
relates to the incoming particles, the incoming side of may be done through attention. Attention coupled with
light—the dark side. This is the impression, or action changes the concept. The attention coupled with
inspiration. action brings about an understanding of the concept
This Awareness indicates that the particle of light from a new level.
itself must be seen as a breath, a miniature breath that This Awareness indicates that in moving with
is in constant explosion and implosion, coming in and attention that is coupled with action brings about
going out. As it moves in, it takes on the form of understanding. The understanding begins to filter
darkness. As it moves out, it takes on the form of light. down and becomes the law above the other laws. This
The balance of light in a particle changes according then begins to bring into alignment and into balance
to the time of day, according to the time of year, the polarities by which one before was victimized.
according to the seasons, according to the cycle, These polarities through understanding move into
according to the platonic cycles, and according to the balance. This may relate on the level of religion and
various ages on all levels. philosophy, down through social and personal
This balance of light and darkness within the relationships, down through business relationships,
particles is the yin and yang, and is that which creates down through casual communication relationships,
the differences between the signs of the zodiac. It down to family relationships, down to personal
creates the differences in ages, and creates the relationships within one's own psyche, and down to
differences in the various forms according to the place one’s cellular relationships, the relationships between
of birth, according to their place of being at any given the various parts and organs of one’s own body.
moment. Eventually these polarities move into balance through
understanding.
Understanding comes by slowing down the
polarities, the breath, the extremes, in order to look
with attention and move with attention and action.
This Awareness indicates that the Emperor in
giving attention begins to discover and to experience,
as well as to create. When the Emperor can create and
experience his creation simultaneously, that he is part
of that total action. When he can only create and does
not experience his creation, he is one-sided and
sadistic. When he can only experience his creation,
then he is masochistic.
The creation is the outgoing breath; the experience
is the impression, or the incoming breath. The balance
between these two where the breath does not exist but
permeates without moving in or out—this level of
suspended animation in terms of consciousness, in
terms of matter and significance, is the ultimate point:
the breath, the Akasha, the Fool of the Tarot, the
This Awareness indicates that the identification catatonic state of the universe, the mystic state of the
and accumulative effect of these particles of light religious teachings, the universal mystical state of
creates certain psychic levels within the entities mystery, the experience as being the story or my-story.
containing such particles of light. This creates certain This Awareness indicates that this silence is
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valued above all other levels, for from this silence, one
can see clearly and can know the direction from which
he comes and to which he goes. This is the mystery of
my-story. This Awareness indicates that looking back HOW TO GET THE CAC MONTHLY NEWSLETTER
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The trance level by which this Awareness may
communicate is in the level between breaths, between
polarities, and between the actions of one's life.
This Awareness indicates that the greater the level of C.A.C.
non-being, of non-expression, or non-impression, the P.O. Box 115
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being, the greater the level of ‘gnosperience’ or
‘insperiencing’, which is experiencing while the
impressions and the expressions remain silent. This
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experienced and may be prized above all other levels,
but that it is not the final resting place, for there are CONTRIBUTING: $77 per year or $25 quarterly
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This Awareness indicates that the extremes of ANGEL: $5000 per year or $1500 per quarter
breath, the violence of arguments and the passions that
are generated by physical action may still contain
within the psyche of the individual having those
breaths, the realization of that peace that was
experienced during that silence.
This Awareness indicates for this reason there is
no need for entities to move into the mystical state and
remain there eternally. There is no need for entities to GOT QUESTIONS?
move into a catatonic state and stay there. They may
go out into the world and continue to relate. This Cosmic Awareness is once again asking for
Awareness indicates that you take your light into the interesting general interest questions we can
darkness, and discover, and share with those who have ask Awareness for possible inclusions in future
not yet discovered this. In this manner you lessen the issues of this newsletter.
extremes of polarity within the breaths.
This Awareness indicates that the fourth card, the
Question Lady Zoey suggests especially the
Emperor, is that which would direct and control the
things you've wondered about all your life---
creation of the Magician, is that which would control
that nagging question that pops into your mind
the Empress, the form of the universe, the mother, the
every now and then. Also, Zoey suggests for
domain that has been created. If the Emperor is to
folks that find a fabulous video and want to ask
control and guide this creation, the best way for all
a question about it, please summarize the video
concerned would be to abolish the office of sole
into your own words, then write your questions
Emperor and nominate all other entities as Emperors
and submit them to Awareness.
also.
This Awareness indicates that when all are If you're using the Post Office please mail
Emperors on this earth, then the attention and detail to your questions to:
the creation can move into greater and greater
beautification and may express the creative ability of
the masses of consciousness.
This must be coupled with the understanding
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that no one part would dare violate any other part, to If you're using Email write to:
the extent that all move as a hive mind. The bee within
the hive may be the Emperor, but to be, does not deny
any other the right to be. The hive mind then is info@cosmicawareness.org
wherein all Emperors become the New Being.

November 18, 1971

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